i love you, so so so much. this is hard for me to write honestly. i gained feelings for you in november, 2019. i fell for your humor. the way u liked to irritate me every day. i acted like i hated it, but i honestly loved it. i’ve never felt such a way about anyone. i love you so dearly, and i would do any and everything to be with you. you were perfect for me. my dream guy. but you can’t be held down by anything or anyone, which i understand i guess. you’ll probably never read this, but i needed to get it off my chest. the countless nights i’ve cried over you is insane. you had my entire heart in your hands, and you just decided to crush it. you were my first love. the first person i felt so incredibly passionate about. my first heartbreak. i love you so so dearly. - the bitch you show interest in first and played