You hurt me in so many ways. You were my first real relationship, and through it all you cheated, lied, and hurt me.
At times I feel I could’ve been kinder, but the pain you inflicted on me throughout our time together hurt me so deeply it was hard to navigate myself and us.
Even after I left you, you continued to hurt me through lies, and gossip with others, knowing you were the actual cheater, and sole reason I separated ways with you.
You don’t believe I love you, or ever wanted to truly be with you... But I did. I loved you with all my heart and soul.
Although we aren’t together and we never will be again, as much as I hate you, I also will always love you. I tired as much as I could for the experience I had to be what you wanted.
I’m sorry I never could satisfy your desires, or have the same interests as you. We are like two people from different worlds. Neither is bad, just completely different from one another, I slowly am accepting this.
One day if I ever see you again, I hope to say I forgive you.
You will always be the boy I love(d).
I hope you find happiness, I’m sorry I wasn’t it.
Goodbye my Honey Love.