Unsent messages to MYA

my twin flame and best friend forever i love and miss i sm

I was always there for you, and I dedicated all my time for you yet you stopped caring and erased me from your life

Hi mya uh it’s ur bes frien? I just want you to know if you ever find this I love you more than anyone else I’ve ever met in my whole life your so cool and funny and pretty and you can literally make me laugh after hours of crying you help me with my problems and I trust you with anything and everything your always there when I need you and your respond game is amazing?thanks for keeping my secrets and being here when I’m alone you loser?

You know that you’re my best friend, right? And I know that you don’t want to be with me, but it’s getting harder and harder to ignore the fact that I’m completely, utterly, hopelessly in love with you. I don’t know how much longer it’ll be before I have to cut you off, for your sake and mine. I love you so much, and I don’t want to lose you, but I can’t keep going on like this, knowing that you’ll never want me, trying to push away my feelings and act like everything is ok between us when all I want to do is to hold you close. I’m so sorry for what I’m going to do, and I really hope that you’ll forgive me one day. I love you.

I still think about you. Almost every day. I don’t know why - I wish I didn’t. All the hurt can’t erase the beautiful things we did and saw together.

It'll be one year in a few days, and I still miss you. We all miss you. I know you didn't leave by choice, but I still wish I would talk to you and not a tombstone.

i miss you

you were the best online friend i ever had

i really mean that

you were always there for me, but i was never there for you

that was my biggest mistake

i will never regret meeting you

you changed me for the better, thank you

i'm sorry that i hurt you in the process

all the time i wish i could have gone back to summer 2019 and tell you,

"i'm sorry for hurting you"

"i love you"

sometimes, i still wonder if you still want to be a doctor

you'd be a pretty good one, i think. you're a sweet person, patients would like you for sure

that was a weird compliment, sorry

god i wish i could tell you how i feel. i have no idea if im in love with you or not, all i know is that i want to spend the rest of my life with you and that you make me happier than anyone else can. so hey if you see here’s a little hint :]

your boyfriend sexually assaulted me and you told me I shouldve “just said no”. there were other problems, but none of them held the same weight as that one.

honestly, life has been so much funner and healthier without you in it, and i thought losing you would fuck me up, but now that i have lived without you, i could never be happier :)

Ur perfect and beautiful and kind smart. Everything, and I love u thank you for everything. But, you took everyone from me, everything.

we used to be friends. for some weird reason you changed. we havent been friends for 4 years and you are STILL bullying/talking about me so that i will respond, and you'll have attention from everyone. i feel really sorry that you have to do that for attention. but at the same time picking on me to gain that is soo fucking wrong. i used to hate you, but now i understand why u do it. i wish you the best in life. even tho in the past you have hurt me and made me question my existence. you have no hold over me anymore. your opinion DOSE NOT MATTER TO ME. i am a bad bitch :) goodbye

Hi mya if your reading this, take care of yourself. You are a special person and never forget that. I love you. I wish you saw yourself like others did. Your amazing

i was in love with you. that's why i was so jealous of him. i'd be ur friend again in a heartbeat if you asked.

i don't understand how you could think you're ugly when i look at you and see the most beautiful person i've every known.

I know your my best friend..but you never make any sacrifices for me. I call you whenever you need even when I’m doing something important but when i need something your never there.

it’s as easy as breathing when i’m with you. i don’t have to shape myself into something for you. when i look into your eyes i see peace and purity and i wish to protect you from the darkness in the world so you don’t have to feel anything close to what i have. i just don’t think you feel the same.

you were the fjrst person to truly make me happy then you left, and took a piece of me with you. please.. take care of it.

because of you i ate again, and i tried to stop sh, because of you i didn’t want to end it all, but now you’re gone..

i feel so lost without you. i dont even know if ur fucking alive or not. i wish i could talk to you and know that you're all right. please be safe.

eres tan perfecta y es tan horrible que no te des cuenta de eso... quiero volver a los viejos tiempos, te amo... jaja supongo que tú a mí no, cierto? pero no importa por más q pase el tiempo siempre seremos soulmates, y creo que con eso tengo

we were never that close but i hope you know how much i appreciated you. last time i saw you you were in a bad place, i hope you are somewhere better now

i really miss my best friend, you made so many days easier for me and you were my world but i wasnt that for you. you changed and i took responsibility for it without you even realising. t

You used me becuase you were bored and made my life hell. Now I'm happy and doing better than you ever will. Go fuck yourself.

I love you. I’m sorry i didn’t tell you this earlier cause now i feel like it’s too late.i really hope it’s not because i cant lose you❤️
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(I made this your fav colour :))