we got really close and you helped me through so much. you said you’d never leave. where are you now? why am i getting sloppy replies? you’ve caused me so much pain and wondering why i’m not good enough for you, yet i still try. i still try so hard. i thought you cared about me. but i guess not since you could never voice that. i send you paragraphs about how much i miss you and stuff and you just can’t do the same. the only paragraph i got from you was a fake apology. fuck you for letting me love you.

im tired of missing you and tired of hoping you’ll reach out to me. I think it’s time I let you go and idk if you’ll ever see this but I hope the best for you truly. Stay safe and all the love as always.

i still love you and i still hope we find our way back to each other one day. idk why i still do after how bad you made me feel. ill always wonder if you really loved me the way you said

ik you wanted to break up with me from the first month , i told you that and you denied .

i miss u. i hope u miss me more

your my first love and first everything I think that's why I still love you idk bro

its crazy how u moved on so quickly while im here still trying to heal and still think about you:/