we got really close and you helped me through so much. you said you’d never leave. where are you now? why am i getting sloppy replies? you’ve caused me so much pain and wondering why i’m not good enough for you, yet i still try. i still try so hard. i thought you cared about me. but i guess not since you could never voice that. i send you paragraphs about how much i miss you and stuff and you just can’t do the same. the only paragraph i got from you was a fake apology. fuck you for letting me love you.