why do you always have to choose him over me? why can you never hold him accountable for his actions? because i’m the only one who seems to get hurt

Sometimes I think of you and you're a nice mother but then the reality hits me and I realise how Manipulative you are.

Ik this website i's for mostly for your crush but this one's differenttttt lolll



List of things u first class at

-Complaining
-Comparing
-Talking shit
-Being annoying
-Always blaming things on me
-being racist to black people
-supportin trump
-being homophobic
-bodyshaming me
- being rude
-acting like you know everything
-acting like you own every one


Yeah so

My life's pretty shit yk there's plenty u don't know about me plenty mother.

Little do u know I have bloody anxiety flipping issues and trust issues and an issue with gaining weight and accepting my self . I mean I can't name one single thing that I like about my self not even one. I have issue's with paying attention I'm always daydreaming.
I wish I had my space . I don't and it's annoying asf. I get I'm rude selfish but that's just me and who I am I can't change that. It's not my fault I wanna be alone and with no one it's just who I am as a person. And you have an issue with that. Your alway's making fun of my interests and what I find fun to do or watch . And it's not like it's 18+ or something it's just makeup and stuff that teenagers do like tf. There's nothing wrong with that.


Xoxo mother

I'm sorry I will never be good enough. I'm sorry I didn't make you proud. I tried my best. I cried and ached every day to make you happy. To make up for what you lacked. I'm sorry my existence was the cause of your misfortune and suffering. I hope you know I will always adore you mom.

Why...
Why did you suffocate me.
Why did you love me when it was all false.
Why can’t you just leave me.

Yo, so...
I know you deserve a better child. Sorry I'm not that fun loving kid you once knew. Hey maybe it'll pass but it seems the adult world is the opposite of dreams, hopes and happiness. Better to realise that sooner than later huh? Yee sorry for being a let down, I'm truly lucky to have you but really I don't deserve you at all. I love you you cheese stick heh though I don't say or show it :/ You're a great person who deserves better than what you have right now, that's facts. Maybe one day I can finally take you on that stress free holiday you always dream of, that's my wish. Though everything seems so complicated. I owe you everything x

hey mom, im nonbinary , you probably think its silly but i also have a girlfriend and are pansexual , i go by they/them mostly but he/they is good to

you said theyre too young to know. if you can know youre straight at this age you can know youre gay. congrats, im crying now.

why can’t you like me.

I hope in another life you aren't raised to be so hateful

I don’t know when we’ll talk again, just know that I do miss you.

i wish you cared more

i really miss our bond. please call me back or text me. i need you in my life.

i wish you would’ve shown up when it really mattered

Was it really hard?

I wish things would‘ve been diffrent. I miss you even tho you were never there.

I know you will never see this but I know you're trying and I know the new me is strange I love you