Yo, so...
I know you deserve a better child. Sorry I'm not that fun loving kid you once knew. Hey maybe it'll pass but it seems the adult world is the opposite of dreams, hopes and happiness. Better to realise that sooner than later huh? Yee sorry for being a let down, I'm truly lucky to have you but really I don't deserve you at all. I love you you cheese stick heh though I don't say or show it :/ You're a great person who deserves better than what you have right now, that's facts. Maybe one day I can finally take you on that stress free holiday you always dream of, that's my wish. Though everything seems so complicated. I owe you everything x