when we meet, and i hope we do meet, what would you do if i held ur hand >:))))
sorry im literally such a child sometimes

you know, we should make a habit of randomly coming on here in our free time and just messaging each other. like when we cant think of anything else to do. I'd like that :)

even if we dont fall for each other, i hope i can be ur friend, and i hope i can improve your 2021, even if its just a little bit

damn, i cant stop thinking about you and what will happen if we meet up. thinking bout it makes me happy tho

do not question bob ross, for he is superior. i would say you are better then bob ross but no one is. you are second best tho ;)

i think you're an amazing person and i feel like i wanna talk to you for hours on end. i hope that we become good friends and that i can always be there for you

that’s all good, i care about your feelings more than mine so i’ll leave you alone this time rather than annoying you sm. message me when you’re ready, i don’t want us to be apart forever, but if you need forever then that’s okay. if it’s a 7 hour flight or a 45 minute drive, i’m always here for you.

- your first love

i’m not sure if that was good or bad, but either way it’s stuff i should’ve said a long time ago, which is why it’s like this now. i wish i could’ve showed you how special you are. i’m leaving what happens next up to you, but even if you block me and forget all about me, i’ll always miss you. not in a romantic way, i just cant explain it.
people do stupid things when they’re in love, i’m sorry i was stupid and didn’t realise what i had.

i’d be lying if i said that didn’t make me cry. i’m so sorry for the way i treated you. you’re the one that deserves so much better. i can’t promise i’ll find someone that treats me well, it takes a lot for me to realise when someone isn’t. i’m sorry i committed to you so soon after breaking up with her. i didn’t have enough time to process it. i didn’t think about what i was doing until i messed up. i promise i did love you, i loved you more than anything. if you come back to me in the future, even as friends, i’ll never turn you away. up until now, i thought i needed you, now what i’ve realised is i need you to be happy.

i love you too, as a friend, and as the person that knows you best.
i’ll always care about you. you ever need someone, i’m here. 24/7

im sorry for lying to you, i didnt want to make things weird between us, i get that you werent flirting with me but idk, i guess i was, a little, even though i said i wasnt. But i respect your boundaries and im honestly happy to just be your friend, because if thats what you want, then thats cool. im honoured you consider me a friend :) haha sorry this is so dramatic

haha i hope we can be good friends. i get what you mean, and maybe at a different time we would work, its not that i dont like you, but earlier, when i was really down, i realised im probably still not ready to be in a relationship, i was, but i think i need time to get over the guy i was talking to, im talking to him still now, i told him i forgive him but idk, its probably best i wait until im 100% over him until i get into anything, especially with you, if anything ever happens, i dont want to screw it up. damn i wish id messaged you in the summer, but then again, it might not have worked out then either :)

i just thought i’d let you know he broke up with me today and is begging for me back, he says he didnt mean to. idk

he’s trying though. he acted manipulative again and i’ve realised that this time. i’m alright, i could be better but it’ll probably be fine. he asked for another chance last week n i said yes.

idk, i probably will get back with him. you know how i am. i just need time but i’m never gonna be the same with him anymore.

i don’t actually deserve to be happy, remember what i made her try to do? nah i’m not allowed to be happy after that. i really dont know what to do

i’m always gonna blame myself for it, even when i’m old, if i ever have kids i’m gonna realise they don’t know how much of a bad person i am. she said doing what she does to herself makes up for what she did to me. but i pushed her. i made someone try to leave everything just because i couldn’t shut up about something

i cant remember what the first thing about but my stepdad said that i havent been happy since i dated her or since i dated anyone. he said she was my first proper relationship and i was like ‘no sianai was, i was happy and you just didn’t know’

i read your other one about c too cause they never come up so i dont know which one mine is until i click it. i wish i was whoever you always describe. but i’m not a good person, i know that. and i also know that i did love you. and i really appreciate you being there for me whenever

i regret doing so many things wrong, i knew you were important to me, but i was toxic. i said i’d change but i didn’t. i’ll forever be sorry for that.

nah it’s not like that ig? idk how to explain it.
the fact you want me to even though you love me shows how amazing you are.

i genuinely might make a pros n cons list. i kinda like being single? like i can do anything i want without being worried or anything. you want me to add you on snap?

idek if you’re gonna see it and this sounds like bs i’ve realised but i promise it’s not. i met up with callum and he blocked your number on my phone

i have the misfortune of falling upon you a most heart-wrenching situation of quizzical means

would you rather...

marry Jacob or reject Edward

(if you chose Jacob u cant divorce or kill him, if you reject Edward you can never ever be with him)