Unsent messages to MJ
From: ABC
To: MJ
Date: October 27, 2023, 12:42 am UTC
i love you so much and i know right now isn’t the right time to tell you but i don’t mind waiting
From: ABC
To: MJ
Date: October 26, 2023, 4:19 pm UTC
i miss you so much and i’m sorry for ruining what we had
From: ABC
To: MJ
Date: October 21, 2023, 7:48 am UTC
i’m so in love with you that it hurts. i’ll be ok though, as long as you’re here.
From: ABC
To: MJ
Date: October 20, 2023, 1:46 am UTC
you’re not ready yet and it’s ok. i’d have to scour the earth for someone else i love as much as you
From: ABC
To: MJ
Date: October 17, 2023, 7:26 pm UTC
I’m terrified of us ending but I’ll do my best by you until my very last breath
From: ABC
To: MJ
Date: October 17, 2023, 1:03 am UTC
i’m sorry for everything. i love you forever
From: ABC
To: MJ
Date: October 15, 2023, 10:39 am UTC
i wish i still loved u the way i used to… I don’t want this anymore. . .
From: ABC
To: MJ
Date: October 14, 2023, 5:11 pm UTC
I hope you found someone you deserve. I love you
From: ABC
To: MJ
Date: October 10, 2023, 10:42 pm UTC
When will you notice the girl who’s been by your side for all these years? I love you.
From: ABC
To: MJ
Date: October 9, 2023, 3:05 pm UTC
you’re everything anyone could ask for in someone. carry that. i love you.
From: ABC
To: MJ
Date: September 26, 2023, 1:07 am UTC
The door will always be open.
I hope you come home
From: ABC
To: MJ
Date: September 23, 2023, 4:59 pm UTC
i broke the bracelet you gave me
im sorry
From: ABC
To: MJ
Date: September 19, 2023, 8:11 am UTC
Hi I know we're freinds but I can't keep my feelings anymore
From: ABC
To: MJ
Date: September 12, 2023, 6:52 am UTC
I love you forever and ever! Thank you for letting me be able to love again!
From: ABC
To: MJ
Date: August 14, 2023, 11:25 pm UTC
do you even know how my heart has a room just for you
From: ABC
To: MJ
Date: August 7, 2023, 6:50 am UTC
i can feel myself becoming someone only you could want
From: ABC
To: MJ
Date: August 5, 2023, 9:30 pm UTC
this feeling destroys me but i cant help but love you baby.
From: ABC
To: MJ
Date: July 18, 2023, 6:07 pm UTC
why can I not stop thinking about you? im dying
From: ABC
To: MJ
Date: July 10, 2023, 7:33 am UTC
it hurts so effing much when you talk about her..
From: ABC
To: MJ
Date: January 13, 2021, 10:58 pm UTC
You were the only one I ended in good terms with after a breakup. Thank you so much. Im so glad that we are still very good friends. However I just feel like we are meant to be. Maybe not now, but someday we shall find our way back to each other. I love u
From: ABC
To: MJ
Date: January 3, 2021, 5:41 pm UTC
i fell even deeply in love with you when you said that the moon that was following me when i was a child was protecting me because i was special.
From: ABC
To: MJ
Date: December 31, 2020, 4:22 am UTC
i miss u sometimes even though i know our friendship wasn't anything more than a joke to u, i told u things i've never told anyone else i rly wish u werent a piece of shit n it kinda sucks that all u cared ab was her
From: ABC
To: MJ
Date: December 24, 2020, 2:22 pm UTC
remember how you said you'll give me a teddy bear who will be with me all these nights you can't?
if i recieved it i'll get a big use out of it right now. merry christmas my love
From: ABC
To: MJ
Date: December 8, 2020, 11:16 pm UTC
I can never forget the way you made me feel. How I smiled whenever I heard you laugh. I know I messed up. I know I did you wrong. I recognize all my faults. I’m ready to change myself. I love you.
From: ABC
To: MJ
Date: December 7, 2020, 8:54 am UTC
i'm obsessed w u.... ur so cool & funny.... so nice & cute.. also kind of super weird but i didn't have any other friends... :0
From: ABC
To: MJ
Date: November 25, 2020, 8:31 pm UTC
i think its funny how no one will ever understand how much i love or even loved you i say i miss you to someone and they dont have the sligthest close of how much like i would give anything in thw world i would moveaross the world justto be with you just to see you one last time more more kiss more more hug one mpre time that you hold me when i cry one more time when you are only thinking about me one more time
From: ABC
To: MJ
Date: November 24, 2020, 11:15 pm UTC
umm so here we are your with her i am alone it feels like every summer we get tother and love each other and during winter and falls you chose a difrent girl or you push me away you once said you were afride of the love you had for me and that you were scared of hurtting me but i dont care hurt me scare me break me i need you and this sounds like alot but i have alwasy loved you and thats the scarest part is that i will never stop loving u
From: ABC
To: MJ
Date: November 21, 2020, 4:14 pm UTC
I wish you understood how much i love you and appreciate you. And even tho you have a new girl, you’re always gonna be the only one i care for and has been right by side through everything. Please keep fighting, i need you.
From: ABC
To: MJ
Date: November 20, 2020, 11:22 am UTC
i love being near you. i love the way you smell. i love your personality. i love the way you're always so happy, but i hate just being your friend
From: ABC
To: MJ
Date: November 17, 2020, 4:03 am UTC
i miss you, i miss your smile, your voice, your arms, i miss the way you loved me like no one else ever has..
From: ABC
To: MJ
Date: November 10, 2020, 9:43 pm UTC
I loved you so much I let you go bc I was scared of losing you, but that hurt sm more. I miss you, but I can never have you back.
From: ABC
To: MJ
Date: November 3, 2020, 3:49 pm UTC
i fucking hate you but i also love you so much. im sorry i lived so far. im sorry i was never enough for you.
From: ABC
To: MJ
Date: October 29, 2020, 8:05 pm UTC
i thought ur favorite color was maroon. funny how i never got to know you and yet we were "best friends". you ruined my life but you also made me happy and i regret a lot of things, but i will never regret meeting you.
From: ABC
To: MJ
Date: October 19, 2020, 2:49 am UTC
all i did to make u feel better only made me feel worse. i'm sorry, i won't do it anymore. i'm done with putting myself second. it's been a great 5 years. stay safe. i love u.
From: ABC
To: MJ
Date: October 3, 2020, 3:18 pm UTC
you’re not my first love but you’re my best friend. and i love you for that. i hope we stay friends. love you!
From: ABC
To: MJ
Date: September 16, 2020, 12:52 am UTC
Today you told me he apologized. I'm terrified. I wish I wasn't and that I could trust you and believe what you say, but I can't. I find myself realizing more and more that I literally don't think I'd be able to function without you anymore. Our late night talks with D, our constant I love you fights, random tik toks... it's a connection I've never experienced. I don't know if I'll tell you that I wrote this but... we'll see. I love you to the moon and back but I just don't want to keep living in fear. Subconsciously, I know you'd be happier with M. I know it in my heart and in my mind. I'm just hoping that you never realize that so I don't have to go through the pain of losing the best thing that's ever happened to me. I don't say it often, but you truly are my best friend. It's an even stronger connection than that, though. Obviously, still platonic. I think you understand what I mean. I really hope October works out. I miss you like crazy and 6 months feels way longer than it is. I was crying before because of how scared I am. I have the picture of you and M and saw how genuine your smile was... it's almost painful. I know you've never smiled the same way and have never been as happy as you were with him. I'm sorry I've been so annoying lately. I know it's been a lot. You've been the best friend I could ever ask for, but I guess I'm just preparing myself for another L situation. I know you're different. I know. Believe me. We have an even stronger connection than I had with her. But it still doesn't stop the bad thoughts from crossing my mind about M taking my place, because that's what I foresee. Regardless, no matter how many times I say it no words can describe how much I love you. -M
PS Please don't make this a one word response if I decide to actually tell you this took 15 minutes to type on my laptop
From: ABC
To: MJ
Date: September 10, 2020, 1:37 am UTC
i fell in love with you back then. you are such a big part of who i am. was i nothing to you? do you even think of me? i hate you for leaving so easily, but i will always love you.
From: ABC
To: MJ
Date: September 7, 2020, 10:46 pm UTC
i know you hate your pale skin , but i think it’s absolutely beautiful . love you forever . hopefully we find our way back to eachother
From: ABC
To: MJ
Date: September 7, 2020, 1:47 pm UTC
hi, I don’t know you. Is not that u are a person online, is cuz I don’t know who this letter is for cuz I haven’t met anybody. I want someone, more specifically a girlfriend. I want to cuddle with you all night watching something we both like, I want to tell u cute things and make u blush, I want to go to a road trip with u beside me and see u sing happily and giggle. I want someone
