Unsent messages to MILLIE

am i being delusional about this whole situation?

I look for you whenever I smell cigarettes and cheap floral perfume

i didn’t know eye contact would mean so much to me until i found you

im sorry if i ever made you uncomfortable.you were the best friend anyone could have.

i think about you all the time

there’s always been a flame burning for you.

<3

idk why i like you but i wish you were over them cause i’m right here

I’m sorry for everything I’ve done I wish you the best

admiring you from afar, i hope you think of me the gnawing way i think about you

sometimes i can't believe you took me back. i love you my star. thank you.

You are the best thing that has ever happened to me. i love you.

I’m finally over you it took 4 years but I did it

I wish I never left home, I wish we could be together

i’m so sorry mills, i love you in all ways, always

i miss being your friend. i wish you hadn’t chosen them over us.

I miss you but I know you're not coming back

you're so cool and funny and such an amazing friend <33

i wish you knew how much i want you

i love you so much you dont even know like you saved me

I miss you and think about you constantly and I can’t wait for our relationship to keep going and keep getting better, I love you

I realised a lot about myself by loving you. I can't believe that we both ended up like this. I truly thought one day you'd wake up and realise it had been me the whole time, but here we are. I miss the old us.

i love you and maybe i’m a little bit in love with you. you make me laugh until i cry and are always there to comfort me. in another universe, you’re mine instead of his. i like that universe more than this one.

Yeah I like you and everything but you ended us and now you def just use me and I feel like you think I don’t realize that

thank you for everything i miss the fridays after school with you and being inseparable. i miss having someone by my side 100% of the way i miss laughing till 3 in the morning with u. but u chose between me and her, the girl u walked am shit about and u chose that bitch fuck u but also thank u i miss the old u

thanks a lot just when i needed friends you single me out again after all this time i thought we were equals i guess not , i was always there for you no matter what but you took your plead to hurt me

am i really THAT gay. shit. every one of these under my name is like ur gay. im sorry other millies but ur also very gay.

even in the off chance you do care about me, you're really bad at actually showing me. i didn't fall first but i fell harder and that sucks.

this is to any millie that needs to hear this. you are worthy and you deserve love and happiness. right now you may be questioning your existence or your reason to be on this earth but just know that you are loved and you are so amazing. find a person in your life that loves you no matter what and will never give up on you. im writing this before i kill myself but im smiling down on you. i didn't think about my reason and didnt realize what my reason was until they came into my life unexpectedly and thats when i should of taken my chance and taken the love they offered to me. please be safe

we had a chance. i wish i could go back and be more of what you needed me to be. i wanted this to work. i forgot what this felt like. it sucks. i still love you

we had a chance. i wish i could go back, plead for you to open up to me. i'll always love you bub, 4 years soon

I hate you why did you have to do that. Why did you make me fall for you again without even realizing it? WHY? You caused me more pain than before.

It was unfair that when I tried to help you all you did was call me toxic and controlling, I’m sorry.

so, hi i guess. I dont really know what to say here. theres so much pain held up, so much-anyway, you were a douche and hurt me in about as many ways as a person can, you broke my heart and smoothed over it as if you werent even aware of it. i still love you thats what sucks the most, its one big cliche and i hate that. i sound like every god damned girl that fell stupidly in love but
oh well
what can you do?

youre the first person to make me understand the name of that 1975 album maybe you'll get the reference

im falling for you. i never would’ve expected it to be you but i could not be happier about it. you have become my last thought every night and my first thought every morning. i want to give you the world and all of the stars too. i want you by my side always

Where did I go wrong? You used to say I love you every night now we don't even talk, I miss everything about you. I wish you never left so you could keep hugging me from behind. I guess I still love you but the feelings not mutual so I'm sorry. Please talk to me again

i wish you wouldnt have hated me so much and thought i wasnt enough. i wish you could have realised i was more than enough and deserved so much. i wish we saw ourselves for who we were and started loving ourselves sooner. we deserve the best.

Loving you is the best thing that’s ever happened to me, even though there are ups and downs I would give my everything for you

I know to you I was your experiment with girls, to me you were my first love. I wish I had known before I fell for you.

i really hate your boyfriend but he makes you happy and that's all i want for you. i wish it was me who was holding your hand though