Unsent messages to MIGUEL

no amount of love will bring you back to me

if you love me, why won’t you put more energy into showing it? i don’t care about myself enough to stop loving you though.

Me gustaría tener algo más contigo, que me quisieras de la misma manera en la que te quiero yo y que me trataras como si fuese tu pareja pero cada día que pasa veo esto más imposible.

No soporto esto más. Me arde por dentro verte con el, hablarle como yo te hablaba a ti y desearlo como lo deseas. Te echo de menos. Echo de menos aquella noche de septiembre.

i hope you realize your worth one day bc you’re so beautiful and talented ! i wish you only the best i love you bitch

you really hurt me, but i kept coming back to you. and you threatened so many things but for your safety i came back.

I think ive cried over you more than ive cried over anything else in this world. I just wanna know if you ever even cared or if it was all a lie.

Sigo sin entender por qué cada que volvía a ti me hacias creer que me querías, ahora ya no se que es lo siento por ti, pero en mi vida ya no hay lugar para ti.

what tf did i do to you? all i ever wanted was to be friends, but you just wanted to play this little mental games. and now i'm the one who ruined everything?
fuck you. also i fucked your girlfriend. and your sister

Quiero creer que en algún momento tu y yo estaremos juntos o algo no quiero hacerme iluciones pero simplemente no puedo aceptar el echo de que estés con otra persona y suena egoísta lose pero Esque en cerio me gustas y mucho como no tienes idea,espero que esa persona te trate bien como yo no lo pude hacer te amo y no lo dejaré de hacer

Your favorite color was red, we met at such a young age. I was in love with the idea of childhood love lasting an eternity. We grew apart but one day I hope we can reconnect.

Me gustaste desde el primer momento, eras mi chico ideal pero te conocí cuando tenías una relación de muchos años,después cortaron pero no la olvidaste pensé que hiba a poder estar contigo a pesar de las situaciones pero tú solamente me querías para distraerte,trate que apesar de eso te enamoraras de mi, pero no fue posible, a ti no te importa nadie más que ella y a mi solo me importa sacarte de mi corazón.

I like you so much, but you obviously just see me as a friend and just that. I think about you all the time. It hurts. Now you have a girlfriend and I’m denying to myself that I ever liked you. Fuck you tbh

Eles não foram o meu primeiro amor, tu foste.
O verde passou a ser a minha cor favorita pelo teu casaco

I discovered how pain is nothing compared to the silence you left inside me for the rest of my life.
I'll wait for you even if it hurts more than the first time.

Miguel H just know i tried for you. I cherished every moment we had but im glad you’re happy. I luv u

i still love you but im not in love with you. i think about u all the time and i hope your doing good ?

Eres y seras el amor de mi vida, se que no todo es perfecto pero por eso estamos juntos , te amo , gracias por enseñarme la manera mas linda de amar, adv.

Se que a veces tenemos problemas pero nunca dudes lo mucho que te amo, eres todo para mi,gracias por mostrarme la manera mas linda de amar, espero que volvamos a la normalidad, te amo adv

thank you for everything. thank you for showing me how to love. i may not be in love with you anymore but i know there’s always gonna be apart of me that loves you. i hope you’re doing well and i wish you the best

i love you so much truly. i know you’re not going to see this, but i just need you. i laid and sat in my driveway in the snow because it was the last place i saw you. i was hoping praying wishing you would come for me. this all was so recent miguel. you’re right here with me still. i love you so much but i needed more than you’re in a position to give me.

A veces me arrepiento de haberte mandado aquel mensaje.
De todas formas, te sigo amando pase lo que pase.

No fuiste mi amor, fuiste mi papá.
Te extraño mucho y de haber sabido que el día de mi cumpleaños era el último día que te iba a ver te hubiera pedido que jamás fueras a casa de tu mamá y te infectaras del virus...
Te extraño mucho papá ❤️

All the words you said hurt and all the actions cut deep yet i still talked to you because no matter what i still loved you.

hey, how've you been? you come across my mind every now and then. i wish we still talked, i wish i had the courage to text you again. I know you moved on so i wish you nothing but the best.

Sometimes, you tell me not to make you repeat but sometimes you tell me to make you repeat what youre saying cause you dont want me to assume. I dont know what I am doing wrong sometimes Im making you happy in expensive of my happiness but thats okay because as long as youre happy im good.

ill never forget the memories but we both know the love we had was gone, even if that made us feel broken

nunca sabrás cuánto realmente me gustas. Te adoro y me pregunto si alguna vez pensaste en mí de la misma manera que yo pensé en ti. te odio :)

I'm so sorry for not loving you in the way you deserve, I just wish you wouldn't hold that against me. I still care about you dearly and would pick you over anyone. Love you the mostest.

You hurt me everytime but I still can't let go. How do I make it stop? You say you like me but then leave. You're confusing me so much.

miguel ur so sweet ily... but i have a boyfriend and i understand that u like me:/ but i don't feel the same way im very sorry..

i hate you so much. you kep coming back just to keep controlling and using me. also you ditched our valentine's day plans so you could kiss some other girl in the bathroom? you are so shallow. every single time you'd convince me that you'd changed and that you were a different guy now. you knew how to make me feel like the only girl in the world, but you also knew how to make me feel like a worthless piece of garbage. i hate you and i hate myself for wasting so much time on you.

If not in this life time , we’ll be together in another and then i promise i wont make the same mistakes ever again . I pinky . I love you forever and always .

I love you. I want you to be happy but I didn’t know you had to be happy without me and that’s fine but I miss you.

I have strong feelings for you but I’m not sure if u feel the same. I keep getting mixed signals from u but ik u be playing a lot so I don’t know what’s real anymore. I miss staying up with u on the phone and talking about random shit. I may have feelings for u but I don’t want to come forward because I cherish our friendship and bond. I would be down to get closer to u and maybe see how things go but I’m scared they won’t end so well. I guess I’ll just stick this one out.

seeing you being with her makes me feel like i wasn't enough to make you happy and it's been killing me for 8 months now, even though i've moved on.

the relationship was painful but damn it was beautiful. i regret fucking You up mentally, Your intentions weren’t bad. the ending is ass but in the end i walked away knowing we loved each other deeper than we loved ourselves. the memories we created are beautiful

fuiste mi primer amor, uno de los más importantes, espero sigas logrando las cosas que quieres, por siempre nuestra canción “dos por tres”:)

I wish i didn’t push you away as much as i did during our relationship cause it hurts me knowing that i’m hurting you.

Mejor amigo mío... Te has ido de la escuela y te hecho de menos, quiero decírtelo pero tú no quieres volver, casi me muero en los primeros días porque te echaba mucho de menos te quiero mucho, no lo olvides mejor amigo desde los 3 años...

Se que dije que iba a superarte...No puedo, cada vez que hablamos pienso en lo hermoso que es hablar contigo y pienso que me quieres de igual modo. También quiero besarte hasta que me quede sin aire, hacerte la persona más feliz para que olvides a las que te hirieron. Sé que estás asustado pero haré lo posible por no lastimarte, soy imperfecta y puedo cometer alguna pendejada en algún momento pero para eso podemos hablar y expresar como nos sentimos. Te amo, pero tampoco voy a obligar a que tú me ames.

when we parted i was in the lowest in my life. i couldnt talk to you bc i felt like you hated it when i was sad. i felt sad for the longest time. i confronted you about it but you never really changed so that really broke me even more.

uM i love it when you say your dumb jokes. it makes me so happy that you get to joke like that with me

Hi loser? :)
I miss you.
buwahrbgouw yeah, kinda sad but like shhh.
I don't know know what to say to be honest. You did treat me right, but at the same time I felt, not appreciated? ykyk
I think about you on a daily. But um we started talk to each other again. you are treating me so much better. when you left i felt empty but now youre back and i feel like the color to my world is back. ive been so happy but sometimes i overthink and feel like you hate me. but i hope you dont. hope we can try out new things again and do them right this time. i love you

Eres la persona más hermosa y bella que he conocido y me gustaría que nos volviéramos a encontrar porque te extraño y no quiero que te alejes más de lo qué ya estás

You were the best I ever had and I wish you felt the same. I held it down thru everything and you took it for granted. One day we'll reconnect

rex orange county will always remind me of you el o el,

do u have a crush on her tho? if so that someone is very lucky :)

I never had a chance with you. She always had your eyes. Everyone saw it and everyone knew it, even her. I´ll admit, every time she told me about how she didn´t want you made me a bit sad? Maybe a bit mad. Basically Jealous. But now she´s all about you. So I´m happy for you two.

you are so freaking amazing. I am so happy to have gotten to know you, you've made my life sm better. you gave me something to look forward to in life. I love you and always will

I gave you advice on how to ask out that girl even tho I was the one in love with you. your relationship with her didn't work out and we became distant.