I think about you all the time. I think abt what we could be if you weren’t with them. if they left for that job in chicago. they’re a wonderful and amazing person I just can’t help how I feel sometimes. I see you guys so happy and somewhere deep in my insecurities or suppressed feelings, I get jealous. all I want is for you to be happy, but sometimes I just wish I was them. we don’t even know each other that well, I just can’t get over that connection I felt w you. it might be all in my head but I rlly can’t tell. I always think abt u when I feel like I have no control of my life so this might all not be true but we’ll never know.