Unsent messages to MATHIAS
From: ABC
To: Mathias
Hola, solo te quería decir que te extraño porque te ame mas que a nadie y aunque se que tu nunca sentiste lo mismo por mi y solo jugabas conmigo te quiero decir que te amo y las esperanzas de volverlos a ver nunca se acabaran pero te escribo esto para liberarme y al fin poder olvidarte por completo. Hasta pronto cuídate y recuerda que si tu eres feliz aunque no estemos juntos yo también lo estaré:).
From: ABC
To: Mathias
you really hurt me. i cried over you a lot longer then what i should have. i miss you but at the same time i hate you. imagine if we had a different outcome. i hope you've grown more as a person. thank you for all the memories
From: ABC
To: Mathias
If I could I wouldn't had pushed u away. It's just that I really struggle whit my self but u don't get that. And that's is hurting me way to much.
From: ABC
To: Mathias
She was too good, I could've never compared to her . . . I wish you could've treated me better though. You remain as a bittersweet memory.
From: ABC
To: Mathias
i hope you will get that what you want and love the most with your whole heart, and i hope it for me too and hopefully it wont' be you.
From: ABC
To: Mathias
there will never be a "right timing" for us, but I just know deep inside that we are meant to be together, just not in this life....
From: ABC
To: Mathias
I'm starting to get attached to you and that's not good bc soon or later you will leave. you live to far away and it's going to ruin it all. i'm scared
From: ABC
To: Mathias
hello mazze
thank you for everything you’ve done for me. you have showed me true friendship and i appreciate you greatly. in such a short time you have managed to somehow win my trust when i normally don’t trust anyone. i genuinely hope you have the best life imaginable than you deserve nothing less. i love spending time with you buddy :)
From: ABC
To: Mathias
i never meant to hurt you. i was just doing what i thought was the best solution for me. i really really miss you.
From: ABC
To: Mathias
im crying when im writing this but you don’t have to deal with all my problems i know you can be tired of this, please don’t hate me for not talking about my mental health, my problems. i hate when youre depressed bc of me i hate this and im very afraid of this relationship like all my friends said that you definitely love me but...anyway im sorry....
From: ABC
To: Mathias
I’m really glad i have you. u give me hope for people like us. i know u hate it when i call u my role model but i can’t help but admire you. thank you and please don’t leave me. i know it’s selfish but i need u.
From: ABC
To: Mathias
it’s been a year i still miss you. i just want to know for the sake of my sanity if you feel the same way and i’m not insane.
From: ABC
To: Mathias
People would be better off if you just left them alone. But you're too much of a selfish and manipulative prick to do it. Coward
From: ABC
To: Mathias
You hurt me so badly but I’m still constantly waiting for an explanation.
From: ABC
To: Mathias
You made me a better person. I’m sorry, even if I never got to tell you, I really am.
From: ABC
To: Mathias
thanks for showing me love. it hurts that now it won’t be with you
From: ABC
To: Mathias
You said forever and I believed you. I miss you really badly. Your birthday card sits in my drawer.
From: ABC
To: Mathias
Being with you feels like winning the lottery every single day. I’ll always be the luckiest. <3
From: ABC
To: Mathias
I love you big boy so much, your so cute and i love your smile and dump truck
From: ABC
To: Mathias
come back. i know it’s been forever. i just wanna know if u think of me too. miss ur laugh.
From: ABC
To: Mathias
i miss you so much, you filled my heart with sm love and now i feel so empty, ill love u forever
From: ABC
To: Mathias
i hope you’re good idk why i’m suddenly thinking about you but i miss you teaching me soccer <3
From: ABC
To: Mathias
You mean so much to me I hope you feel the same about me<3
From: ABC
To: Mathias
I wish the situation between us would be easier. I also think you’re my first love, but whatever
From: ABC
To: Mathias
eternally grateful that i got the chance to love and be loved by you. i love you, mi love!
From: ABC
To: Mathias
listening to your playlist, drunk, cant stop crying. all i want, all i want. i’d kiss you forever.
From: ABC
To: Mathias
i still have hope that we would’ve worked, if only you hadn’t moved on so quickly
From: ABC
To: Mathias
if it’s not you, it’s nobody. I can’t see myself with anyone else but you.
From: ABC
To: Mathias
I’ve moved on from who you are now but not who you were before.
From: ABC
To: Mathias
You have probably forget about me,but I won’t,ever.Hope everything is great in USA
From: ABC
To: Mathias
Miss u even after all. i know everything changed, but i hope some day we can do it again
From: ABC
To: Mathias
guess what i finished outlast! i wonder what went wrong. i wished you fought for me.i deserve more.
From: ABC
To: Mathias
I know I messed up, but you did too, and I hate you for never seeing it.
Wish we could talk
From: ABC
To: Mathias
my pretty boy, i love you so much & you’re the best thing that has ever happened to me ❤️
From: ABC
To: Mathias
i KNEW it wldnt go well but I let it happen anyway. miss u so badly. my door is always open for you.
From: ABC
To: Mathias
Im sorry that on a random Saturday, I left. I still think of us, and how we would play until night.
