Unsent messages to MARLEY

I've never heard from you again. To me that speaks volumes. I gave you a golden opportunity to be completely honest with me - to tell me exactly what things you lied about, what things you did behind my back that you didn’t tell me, and the times when you omitted parts of the truth (and what the whole truth was). But you chose not to answer, among other things. You had no intention of ever being honest with me, which is why I have no intention of ever going back.

Often find myself thinking about your smile. The way your face lights up when you talk about the things you love. The way your hair sits perfectly on your face, your pink soft cheeks gosh I never felt so happy in my life. I can’t ever lose you I am so in love. I love loving you. I love the way you love me. I miss you so much and I haven’t felt the same ever since we met in downtown. I miss your fingers, I miss your old spice, I miss you so much and I want you here.I hope I don’t fuck this up. I’d give up anything for you I mean it.Please never let me go.?

If you're looking for a sign, this is it. Text him telling him how you feel. He feels the same way, despite how long it has been.

for someone who complains about being abandoned as much as you do i would think you would be kinder. you are the most selfish person i have ever met and i hate you.

I just dont understand how you could be friends with your ex when you said you wanted her dead for hurting but not me who's never done a thing to you . I wanted you but I also wanted to you leave it's like you wouldnt let me have you and you wouldnt let me leave so I was stuck in fucking pain.

I never did like you I just felt like I had to because everyone wanted us to be together, I'm sorry I never told you how I really felt and I can see your doing much better now, I never believed you even liked me

I loved you so much, and now that I lost you I can't stop thinking about all the things we could have done differently that could have saved our relationship, but I see u joking and laughing with other girls and think that u never loved me in the first place. So I'll keep on distancing myself until I forget you and your kind words

Currently 1:07 am and thinking about you. it’s been over a year now. I keep trying to fill your spot with someone else but nothing is working. it’s now been over a year since we face timed. I’m now a different person, you have changed me and not for the better. it’s hard seeing you everyday because your right there, your good friends with my bsf and i still have your contacts. I just wanna say hi but i know i can’t . You were just a regular guy in the back of my class and now your the reason i can’t sleep at night. i the miss old you so fucking much but times have changed. plz, i’m want the old you back.

Deep down I feel like you're the one, despite how you treated me. I don't want to be friends. It's different being the one who had their heartbroken, I hope you understand. I don't think I'll ever be able to see you in the friend-way in which you see me. I trust that if it's meant to be, our paths will cross again and we'll be able to start again. But we both need to find ourselves in the meantime. We both have a lot to work on individually, and I know we can’t achieve that when we were both unhappy together in a relationship that just wasn’t working. You were my bestfriend and the love of my life. But you're on your own journey now, a journey that I am not a part of, and vice versa. Maybe this is what's best for both of us.

i think about how you said you like seeing how well you can hide. sometimes it makes me uncomfortable, and this is what i wanted to talk about. if you read this text me please.

It's almost 4 months now, you still come into my mind. Although I saw myself with you, I now don't. Im slowing losing feelings. Btw stop thinking about me and go after some hot girls. I hope we meet again in the future.

fuck you for making me feel like i was never enough, now i can’t eat,sleep or do any basic activity without wanting to die