Deep down I feel like you're the one, despite how you treated me. I don't want to be friends. It's different being the one who had their heartbroken, I hope you understand. I don't think I'll ever be able to see you in the friend-way in which you see me. I trust that if it's meant to be, our paths will cross again and we'll be able to start again. But we both need to find ourselves in the meantime. We both have a lot to work on individually, and I know we can’t achieve that when we were both unhappy together in a relationship that just wasn’t working. You were my bestfriend and the love of my life. But you're on your own journey now, a journey that I am not a part of, and vice versa. Maybe this is what's best for both of us.