Unsent messages to MARIELLE

you probably hate me with your entire being. and i'm just confused. i hate you for being a hypocrite but i can't stop loving you. i hate this feeling. i sometimes wish i never met you.

we are talking again. just friendly conversation but i keep telling myself its enough. its enough because the months we didnt speak almost killed me. even though you broke my heart im still in love with you. friendly conversation is just going to have to be enough.