we are talking again. just friendly conversation but i keep telling myself its enough. its enough because the months we didnt speak almost killed me. even though you broke my heart im still in love with you. friendly conversation is just going to have to be enough.

you probably hate me with your entire being. and i'm just confused. i hate you for being a hypocrite but i can't stop loving you. i hate this feeling. i sometimes wish i never met you.

Finally I can say this with complete and utter confidence. Goodbye mrs perfectly fine.

imysmm and lysmm i hope we meet again soon <3

you said youd never let me go

im not supposed to like u yet i secretly have

I will wait for our time, my seasons

i love you more than you'll ever know

were not supposed to end just like this. not this quick, not this way

i miss you so much :((

i still remember the way you held me on my birthday

how could you possibly have meant everything you told me the night before you ended things

You were and still are my first true love and I can’t let you go… I still love you

i thought the way you left would make it easy to let go. you didn’t have to mention 5 years from now

i cant wait to see you again

were still together in my dreams

i still pray for your happiness and success

If you ever miss me just know I watch the sun set every day thinking of you

i feel so weak for still caring about you.

you know i could have loved you but you would not let me

Do you remember every night with me??

I do.

I should’ve been more discrete? Right?

you didnt apologize for a single thing when you left

i hope you read what i made you. and no im not talking bad abt you to people. somehow, all love

you taught me that i am lovable. you showed me how much i am worth. thank you. with love, always.

it hurts knowing that you dont want me. that im just a passing thought. just another story.

theres so much i couldnt bring myself to tell you

nights like this. I can hear your laugh and feel your arms around me. i hate being just a memory

did you ever really love me? were you ever truly happy with us? or was it just a temporary thing.

i cant escape the thought of you. i wouldn’t be surprised if you don’t think of me

It’s been 5 years…
Yet I still hold onto the hope that we could make it work.

you claimed i was never happy during our relationship. you don’t know how happy i was. were you??

i am a little better, growing, but would have loved your presence throughout these past months

when did I become a chore

how early on in our relationship did you give up on me

how early in our relationship did you give up on me

it feels like you don't care and it's hurting me

i look back on all the memories and can only ask how unhappy did i really make you

i still forget we're not even friends. i still wake up with things to tell you.

Idk what any of this is all about or for. I’ll try to do better from now on

i hate that im able to say "i told you so" to so many things you said when comforting me.

I wonder how you remember me. Do you miss me the way that do? Im scared I don’t want to know.

You and me, always forever.. right? <3

Claim whatever you want, but the way you left shows me I always loved you more

Can you cast some spell to make me stop being reminded of what it felt like to be loved

why is it so hard to be your friend? i wish u knew how much i like you

One day we'll be able to sit on the rainbow we build

i hope you'll be proud of my future successes, because i will be, you're my inspiration forever.. :(

I’m so sorry I hurt you. I will just work on myself in hopes that one day I meet you again.

Thanks to you, I know I can love. 7 years later, no other has proved me so. I wish you hadn't.