Unsent messages to LYNN

you’re the most beautiful woman to walk this planet

I hope that you will still be my friend when you go to college

I wish you could see the new Truck i have

i feel like you hate me and i miss you a lot

You were really special to me. I will always have a place for you in my heart, a good place even. But you hurt me. We can never go back to being anything but strangers with history.

I have such strong feelings for you, though I'm not quite sure if it's love yet but I hope I find the confidence to tell you one day ?

I love you so much mom you deserve the world you're one of the strongest ladies I know sorry if I ever seem ungrateful im just going through a lot right now but im grateful for everything you do I love you so much

You’ve been through hell and back, and stayed by my side. I appreciate you for that. Thank you for everything

hi, I know this is weird hearing from me since its been such a long time but I was wondering how you were doing? I never hated you for leaving but you did cause me a lot of pain. yet that pain was just another thing that made me hate myself because you were perfect to me. you were my first love. I don't care what people say, whether they thought I was obsessed with you because I wasn't but you were my soulmate. you were my best friend. i just wasn't yours. and that is okay. I know you'll never read this but I hope you are well you are happy and thriving. it's hard to see you be happy in all those pictures so just know I didn't remove you because I hated you but because it hurt me to see you move on. I know I will get better eventually, or maybe I won't. I don't know, and it does not matter. but one day I know I won't think of you anymore, and I won't look back at what would have happened and that's okay. I'm okay. I love you, always.

I know we just met. maybe u arent my love, but you mean so much to me. I get butterflies when you talk to me.

It’s been over six years. I have a wife, two dogs, and house. But I still think about you every day. I wonder if I should have followed you when you left or tried harder to get you to stay. I wonder if I missed out on the person I was supposed to be with. I wonder if you still think of me, I wonder if you have the same doubts. Our years together were the happiest of my life. And it shames me to say it, but if there was a chance for you and I, I just might walk away from all of this. I wonder if I had realized how much stress I put you through with my obsessions, If things would have turned out differently. I wonder if it would matter that better now, and I’m so sorry for everything I put you through. I wonder if you’ll ever reach out. I wonder what you’re doing, but it’s too painful to look. I wonder if our story is over, and I wonder if I want it to be.