Unsent Messages

hi, I know this is weird hearing from me since its been such a long time but I was wondering how you were doing? I never hated you for leaving but you did cause me a lot of pain. yet that pain was just another thing that made me hate myself because you were perfect to me. you were my first love. I don't care what people say, whether they thought I was obsessed with you because I wasn't but you were my soulmate. you were my best friend. i just wasn't yours. and that is okay. I know you'll never read this but I hope you are well you are happy and thriving. it's hard to see you be happy in all those pictures so just know I didn't remove you because I hated you but because it hurt me to see you move on. I know I will get better eventually, or maybe I won't. I don't know, and it does not matter. but one day I know I won't think of you anymore, and I won't look back at what would have happened and that's okay. I'm okay. I love you, always.