From: ABC
To: lucian
I'm sorry for not committing. I have issues with trust, and commitment for absolutely no reason. I really did like you a lot. I'm not sure if I like you right now, but I wouldn't be surprised if I did because you're all I think about. it's sad. all of this my fault, I force myself away from the people I care about. maybe it's because I don't wanna hurt them. you moved on though. I don't know if I did. I should. the other day the song you learned on guitar for me came on and I considered texting you. I didn't because I didn't want to bother you, but it was my favorite song. you asked why I only have had one boyfriend before and I told you I guess I never had the opportunity. that was a lie. boys liked me. sometimes I liked them back sometimes they were creeps. I tried to make an exception for you, in fact, I did. I hate facetime but I liked face timing you. I could tell you were getting bored with me though. we hung out I had fun until you kissed me. I realized u were soon going to ask me out. I wanted you to be my boyfriend, and yet after that kiss, I distanced myself. trying to slow things down so I could truly get myself together for you. I told you what I was doing and you said you understood. but when I was finally ready to be able to be with you so I wouldn't end up hurting you or leaving you alone, you were gone. you were still there but hadn't even bothered to answer the text I sent 5 days ago. shit. it was all my fault, I'm sorry. I miss u.
From: ABC
To: lucian
i don't know why i said i loved you. i didnt. you hurt me but i only cried when she found out because she knew all along.
From: ABC
To: lucian
Same color if your hoodie that rots in my closet and the shade of the legos
From: ABC
To: lucian
You scare me so much its absolutely thrilling. Wish youd teach me to be so gorgeous and cruel.
From: ABC
To: lucian
when i saw you i forgot everything i to say and i panicked, iām sorry
From: ABC
To: lucian
do u like me or not, with the mixed signals babe? js please be honest.
From: ABC
To: lucian
i miss you so much. you ARE my world. i hope you come back and realize that iām sorry. ilysm.
From: ABC
To: lucian
I love you so much, my best friend. I hate that someone else gets to love you.
From: ABC
To: lucian
Is it crazy I still think of you even tho I know you donāt
From: ABC
To: lucian
I wish we could have worked things out and maybe stayed friends because I love you so much
From: ABC
To: lucian
i miss u and im sorry. please come back i still remember the date when we got together.
From: ABC
To: lucian
why can't i forget you? you hurt me, but I still remember you as my first love.
From: ABC
To: lucian
Why cant I forget you? You hurt me, but I still remember you as my first love.
From: ABC
To: lucian
i think you were the first person i truly loved. iām sorry
From: ABC
To: lucian
i would never tell you this because we're so different but i think i'm falling in love with you
From: ABC
To: lucian
I think I like you... I think you like me... I wish you'd make a move
From: ABC
To: lucian
we could've worked it out if you would've just talked to me.
From: ABC
To: lucian
I really do wish we worked out but I guess itāll always just be the one that never was.
From: ABC
To: lucian
your favourite colour. you know itās me. i love you a lot. letās go to brazil one day.
From: ABC
To: lucian
Ill never stop loving you. I pinky promise no crosses count. Youre perfect in every way. <3
From: ABC
To: lucian
Wish we could talk one more time but youre the last person i want to hear from.
From: ABC
To: lucian
The way we ended up really sucks. But I have to move on. I'll miss the feeling of your ginger hair.
From: ABC
To: lucian
i miss my best friend. i donāt love you anymore but youāll always be the one i loved most.
From: ABC
To: lucian
Guess u didnāt want that sweater back. Iāll always think of u when I hear sublime. Miss u
From: ABC
To: lucian
I always think if I answrd all ur msgs asking to get back would we be together now? Imy luciduci????
From: ABC
To: lucian
Please just tell me how you honestly feel thatās all I ask of you
From: ABC
To: lucian
I feel like ur messing with me, why do u keep doing that if u don't want me? I actually like you.
From: ABC
To: lucian
You stup!d b”tch lol
Jk ????Greetings from????????
( I hope you last more than 2 seconds these days????)