Unsent messages to LUCIAN

was it casual?

I really do wish we worked out but I guess it’ll always just be the one that never was.

I feel like ur messing with me, why do u keep doing that if u don't want me? I actually like you.

Guess u didn’t want that sweater back. I’ll always think of u when I hear sublime. Miss u

I think I like you... I think you like me... I wish you'd make a move

when i saw you i forgot everything i to say and i panicked, i‘m sorry

The way we ended up really sucks. But I have to move on. I'll miss the feeling of your ginger hair.

I choose you always.

i miss u and im sorry. please come back i still remember the date when we got together.

I always think if I answrd all ur msgs asking to get back would we be together now? Imy luciduci????

your favourite colour. you know it’s me. i love you a lot. let’s go to brazil one day.

I miss you I hope you miss me too I think of you a lot :[

i miss my best friend. i don’t love you anymore but you’ll always be the one i loved most.

I hate that I love you even after what you did

You stup!d b¡tch lol
Jk ????Greetings from????????
( I hope you last more than 2 seconds these days????)

did you ever have any real feelings for me?

Please just tell me how you honestly feel that’s all I ask of you

Same color if your hoodie that rots in my closet and the shade of the legos

I hate how much I care because you don’t.

what are we doing

why can't you see me the same way i see you?

i would never tell you this because we're so different but i think i'm falling in love with you

I wish we could have worked things out and maybe stayed friends because I love you so much

I love you so much, my best friend. I hate that someone else gets to love you.

Wish we could talk one more time but youre the last person i want to hear from.

it was always you.

do u like me or not, with the mixed signals babe? js please be honest.

You scare me so much its absolutely thrilling. Wish youd teach me to be so gorgeous and cruel.

Ill never stop loving you. I pinky promise no crosses count. Youre perfect in every way. <3

i think you were the first person i truly loved. i’m sorry

Why cant I forget you? You hurt me, but I still remember you as my first love.

why can't i forget you? you hurt me, but I still remember you as my first love.

i know we’ll work out.

Is it crazy I still think of you even tho I know you don’t

i miss you so much. you ARE my world. i hope you come back and realize that i’m sorry. ilysm.

i’m dumb for getting back with u but i still miss u.

id do anything just to make you love me again.

what can i do to get closure from you.

we could've worked it out if you would've just talked to me.

I wish we could go back in time.

I still think of you every. single. day.

I'm sorry for not committing. I have issues with trust, and commitment for absolutely no reason. I really did like you a lot. I'm not sure if I like you right now, but I wouldn't be surprised if I did because you're all I think about. it's sad. all of this my fault, I force myself away from the people I care about. maybe it's because I don't wanna hurt them. you moved on though. I don't know if I did. I should. the other day the song you learned on guitar for me came on and I considered texting you. I didn't because I didn't want to bother you, but it was my favorite song. you asked why I only have had one boyfriend before and I told you I guess I never had the opportunity. that was a lie. boys liked me. sometimes I liked them back sometimes they were creeps. I tried to make an exception for you, in fact, I did. I hate facetime but I liked face timing you. I could tell you were getting bored with me though. we hung out I had fun until you kissed me. I realized u were soon going to ask me out. I wanted you to be my boyfriend, and yet after that kiss, I distanced myself. trying to slow things down so I could truly get myself together for you. I told you what I was doing and you said you understood. but when I was finally ready to be able to be with you so I wouldn't end up hurting you or leaving you alone, you were gone. you were still there but hadn't even bothered to answer the text I sent 5 days ago. shit. it was all my fault, I'm sorry. I miss u.

i don't know why i said i loved you. i didnt. you hurt me but i only cried when she found out because she knew all along.