Unsent messages to KAMILA
From: ABC
To: kamila
you're one of my many online friends who've disappeared without a trace and i miss you so fucking much almost every time i think about you it ends up with me in tears. i miss you so SO much. i just hope that wherever you are in the world now you're happy.
- shannon/star/chi, whatever you might remember me by.
From: ABC
To: kamila
you deserve better, you know you do. so why stick around with people who make you hate yourself? they don't deserve you. you've been used and mistreated by everyone you've ever loved and I know your tired so why don't you give yourself a break . you've been through enough. you are not fireproof. you are a person you have feelings no matter how far you push them down, they will catch up with you and you know this. so give yourself a rest, I know you love them but cmon they aren't doing you any good. look at yourself and tell yourself do you really need them? no you don't, you don't need someone who does this to you. you can't change everybody no matter how hard you try, you're just gonna end up waring yourself out. not everyone has good in them kamila, stop trying to find the good in them when there is none. you know you can't save everyone, so stope trying, not everyone needs saving. so stop worrying about others and take care of yourself because you need It more than they do. you are a good person and they aren't and even they know that and I think you do too. so stop wasting your time trying to fix something that doesn't need your fixing. go fix yourself kamila. you deserve better, because your good, you deserve everything good not this. so please stop trying to do it and do it to yourself instead. stop hurting yourself and fix yourself before anyone else because no one else is gonna fix you for you.
From: ABC
To: kamila
Kamila you have been there for me since 5th i left you for a boy and u still cared about me i love you and i hope were friends till the end.
From: ABC
To: kamila
I wish we were still friends. Didn’t want to distance myself but it’s not like you cared. I love you
From: ABC
To: kamila
either come back or stay away, were those no caller id calls you kam?
From: ABC
To: kamila
I hope u know I use green whenever I can and still carry ur bracelet everywhere in my wallet. Ivy sm
From: ABC
To: kamila
i love you with all of my heart. im done dating. i cant stop loving you. i never stopped
From: ABC
To: kamila
i just wrote a song about the cat you made me when we first dated. i think you would love it
From: ABC
To: kamila
leaving you is my biggest regret. i havent felt anything close to the way i did with you
From: ABC
To: kamila
i still think of you everyday. i wonder if you do the same?
From: ABC
To: kamila
sometimes i want to come back but i know you don’t deserves it
From: ABC
To: kamila
sometimes i wonder why i broke up with you over such a stupid rule. i may miss you kam kam
From: ABC
To: kamila
My dearest Kamila I’m not bitter anymore cause I know that what we had was real
From: ABC
To: kamila
when you lay awake at night, do i ever cross your mind? cause you still cross mine.
From: ABC
To: kamila
I miss you less every day. Now finally I love someone else, someone who heels me. I'm sorry.
From: ABC
To: kamila
Please forgive me Kam Kam. I'm really sorry. For everything.
From: ABC
To: kamila
I'm sorry amor It had to be done imy and I'll love you forever mi nina hermosa
From: ABC
To: kamila
It seems like I’m the only one that wants to get back together
From: ABC
To: kamila
I feel like we're growing apart. You're so mean these times. We were best friends...
From: ABC
To: kamila
Yk I don’t even know anymore I’m sorry. I still love you
From: ABC
To: kamila
you are the best person i have ever met you are the star that deserves to shine forever
From: ABC
To: kamila
all i wanted was for you to love me, was it really that difficult to you??
From: ABC
To: kamila
i hope you're okay, because im letting you go for good. everything. im healing away from you
From: ABC
To: kamila
Sleepyhead is it really over? Or just on hold. I’ll wait for u to text me cuz I tried more than once
From: ABC
To: kamila
COME BACK ALREADY I LOVE YOU & WANNA WISH YOU GOODLUCKKK but I gotta see if u care as much as I do????
From: ABC
To: kamila
How can you seem like you don’t care. Maybe you really don’t I’m sorry for caring so much I guess.
From: ABC
To: kamila
if things were different, id only want to be with you. i still dream about the road trip
From: ABC
To: kamila
I still pray for you like I did when you felt tired.kamila ily I’m still waiting like I said I would
From: ABC
To: kamila
Yk the first step is probably to follow me back but i guess it’s me right ?
From: ABC
To: kamila
I hope you know im still waiting for you waiting for us …
From: ABC
To: kamila
you still look as beautiful as before ???? and braces look good on you anything looks good on you imy
From: ABC
To: kamila
I freeze every time I hear your name in public. i keep thinking of you. it still hurts me
From: ABC
To: kamila
I still love you and I’m still waiting like I said I would. But do you love me??
From: ABC
To: kamila
maybe in another universe kami, maybe we were perfect there.
