Unsent messages to LOLA
From: ABC
To: Lola
Date: November 19, 2023, 9:53 pm UTC
Thank you for showing me sisterhood. It meant a lot more to me than you could ever imagine. Ily
From: ABC
To: Lola
Date: November 19, 2023, 3:41 am UTC
I feel like ive known you my whole life yet we only just became friends not so long ago. i love you.
From: ABC
To: Lola
Date: November 12, 2023, 4:14 pm UTC
I dreamt that you apologized, I don't know what hurts most that you did or tha it was a dream
From: ABC
To: Lola
Date: November 12, 2023, 2:00 pm UTC
i don’t know how you did it, but in less than a month you made me crazy about you.
From: ABC
To: Lola
Date: November 12, 2023, 6:51 am UTC
Oh I love you. So much. Not just romantically. I love you in every way possible. My girl.<3
From: ABC
To: Lola
Date: November 8, 2023, 2:30 am UTC
I hope we do get to travel together one day, let’s get married <3
From: ABC
To: Lola
Date: November 2, 2023, 10:00 am UTC
is trusting u a good idea or am i gonna end up hurt?
From: ABC
To: Lola
Date: November 1, 2023, 1:39 am UTC
i cant help but feel like to be loved is to burden someone
From: ABC
To: Lola
Date: October 29, 2023, 5:17 am UTC
I still love you and I'm sorry for breaking up with you
From: ABC
To: Lola
Date: October 27, 2023, 12:45 am UTC
you're so amazing
i love you so much, more than anything else in this universe
From: ABC
To: Lola
Date: October 14, 2023, 10:03 am UTC
you might never see this but i love you so so much despite you shattering my heart
From: ABC
To: Lola
Date: October 11, 2023, 6:41 pm UTC
you have made my life better and we have only seen eachother once
From: ABC
To: Lola
Date: September 22, 2023, 6:49 pm UTC
What would have happened if we kissed that night?
I wish you loved me enough to have an answer
From: ABC
To: Lola
Date: September 6, 2023, 8:02 pm UTC
i just want to be good enough for you
From: ABC
To: Lola
Date: July 18, 2023, 6:50 pm UTC
i wish you would've replied and i wish i didn't snap
From: ABC
To: Lola
Date: July 18, 2023, 6:44 pm UTC
I think I'm in love with you but I don't want to lead you on
From: ABC
To: Lola
Date: January 15, 2021, 9:51 pm UTC
i know you names not even lola but i don’t want you to see this.i’m so so sorry for what he did to u.i wish i could take all the pain away.it kills me to see you so upset.i miss you.i miss what we used to be.i wish we could go back to a year ago.
From: ABC
To: Lola
Date: January 14, 2021, 1:20 am UTC
i wish i couldve seen the person you really were instead of the person i made you out to be in my head before it was too late.
From: ABC
To: Lola
Date: January 10, 2021, 9:33 am UTC
I didn’t know what love felt like till I meet you and then you broke my heart into a thousand pieces leaving only one behind, please take care of the rest.
From: ABC
To: Lola
Date: January 3, 2021, 9:44 pm UTC
You're insecure, don't know what for
You're turning heads when you walk through the do-o-or
Don't need make-up to cover up
Being the way that you are is enou-ou-ough
Everyone else in the room can see it
Everyone else, but you, ooh
Baby, you light up my world like nobody else
The way that you flip your hair gets me overwhelmed
But when you smile at the ground, it ain't hard to tell
You don't know, oh-oh
You don't know you're beautiful
From: ABC
To: Lola
Date: January 3, 2021, 1:56 am UTC
Q tal Lola
Bueno ya van casi 4 años sin verte no veas lo q t hecho de menos.
Las clases q me dabas nuestras charlas nuestros aperitivos.
Mamá t hecha mucho de menos al igual q yo. En casa no pronunciamos mucho tĂş nombre será pq nos sigue doliendo. EstarĂas muy orgullosa de mi mis notas son muy buenas gracias a ti me has enseñado tdo lo q ze. Este curso han bajado un pco pro las voy a subir. Este año asido un pco atĂpico a habido un virus mortal y hemos estado encerrados en casa. A finales de enero murrio Ana y el abuelo ze quedĂł solo toda la cuarentena lo llevo mal pro ahora está mejor.
Siento mucho no haber ido a ver al hospital el dĂa q moriste tenĂa un dibujo preparado para ti como me faltaba retocarlo mamá no t lo llevo.
Me arrepiento de ello llevaba 2 meses sin verte asĂ al menos hubiese muerto sabiendo q t quiero un montĂłn y q nunca jamas t olvidare.
T quiero
Tú niña
From: ABC
To: Lola
Date: January 2, 2021, 4:59 am UTC
you were my best friend and now it feels like i'm just a stranger to you i miss you so much but i don't even know you are now
From: ABC
To: Lola
Date: January 1, 2021, 5:19 am UTC
Hey you may or may not see this but you have honestly helped me so much this year and im so so so greatful for all you have done to help me when i was at a deep low and im so lucky to have you as a friend for all these years thank you and i hope you have a great 2021
From: ABC
To: Lola
Date: December 31, 2020, 12:00 am UTC
I'm sorry, I feel like I rushed us into a relationship. When I found out you liked me I was scared that if I hesitated I won't have another chance. I'm glad we are still friends tho, and I enjoy talking to you. Also we should meet in person some time girl!!
From: ABC
To: Lola
Date: December 30, 2020, 7:45 pm UTC
hey girl, from keva and us practicing our walks down the runway to having to listen to me rant about mcyt you are honestly the bestest friend a girl could ask for
From: ABC
To: Lola
Date: December 30, 2020, 6:59 pm UTC
i think u r literally my best friend and u mean a lot to me, i've never had someone i could talk to about anything before and i seriously don't know where i'd be rn without you, ilysm
From: ABC
To: Lola
Date: December 23, 2020, 7:19 pm UTC
I dont know where my mind is now, but i do know that you make me smile. You have given me those same butterflies you used to. And i feel like you dont even care, i just feel like u will leave again. A xx
From: ABC
To: Lola
Date: December 18, 2020, 2:14 am UTC
hi. thank you for everything you've done for me. i'm so grateful for being your friend and i'm so thankful for having you. i hope we can see each other soon!!
From: ABC
To: Lola
Date: December 12, 2020, 10:44 pm UTC
your the only one who asked me if i lost the weight safely
i said yes but wanted you to realise i meant no
From: ABC
To: Lola
Date: December 12, 2020, 9:48 pm UTC
I think i will always love you, because i always wish that you will be waiting for me when i come home. But in reality your gone and i dont think i will ever be okay with that. :(
From: ABC
To: Lola
Date: December 7, 2020, 2:49 am UTC
I never got to paint you before you passed. You were always my inspiration grandma. I think of you everyday, I love you forever
From: ABC
To: Lola
Date: December 1, 2020, 10:16 pm UTC
Even after all this time, everything I look at isn't as beautiful as you. I wonder if you still feel the same?
From: ABC
To: Lola
Date: December 1, 2020, 3:10 pm UTC
i know and i love you and you know it because i feel bad because my friends have good life and i dont
From: ABC
To: Lola
Date: November 30, 2020, 5:50 pm UTC
Don't you ever lose somebody and go back to the messages and pictures and think wow did i just really lose them or what. I guess that just me then
From: ABC
To: Lola
Date: November 19, 2020, 7:26 am UTC
Don’t make friends to get close with their brothers. It won’t work out for you in the end. It didn’t this time and it won’t next time. Btw I never called you a bitch, I called you a tramp.
From: ABC
To: Lola
Date: November 18, 2020, 4:19 am UTC
I loved you with every cell in my body. I loved you more than I could ever love myself. I gave you all of me. I gave you all of me and you used that against me. You said you loved me back. You said that I was your everything when you had a girlfriend. Why did I even think that you could love. You were a senior and I was a freshmen. Im a fucking idiot for thinking that you were my entire life. You ruined me. You took half of my heart. I wish I could forget about you, but I cant. I cant get you out of my fucking head. I miss you even though you never gave a shit about me. I just want you out of my head, but I cant.
From: ABC
To: Lola
Date: November 9, 2020, 2:32 pm UTC
I miss you come back please stay don’t go I love you I love you I miss you I’m SO sorry :( I am SO broken without you
I CANT LIVE SO SO SAAD :(
From: ABC
To: Lola
Date: November 2, 2020, 4:59 am UTC
I hurt myself because of you and still called you my friend for years. I hate you more than I thought I could ever hate anything
From: ABC
To: Lola
Date: October 31, 2020, 6:04 am UTC
You're my best friend and I trust you with the world but I feel like you have more fun with other people. I'm not as fun or outgoing as people and sometimes I feel like I'm not enough.
From: ABC
To: Lola
Date: October 15, 2020, 5:35 pm UTC
I tore my heart out for you and put it in your hand. And look what you did? You threw it away, and now a part of me has died. I still love you, how could I ever find a way to hate you. I make up excuses for you, blame myself, feel like utter ****. But deep down I still love you, and I don't know why. Maybe I'm hoping that there was once small piece of my heart that you decided to keep.
From: ABC
To: Lola
Date: September 9, 2020, 9:28 pm UTC
I want to hate you for the ways you treated me and how many times you hurt me without even knowing, but there are far too many happy times to make me want to forget about you. I still think about how we could have ended up every time I see you. It’s been two years but I still think about our anniversary each month. It would be 2 years and 3 months on the 12th if things didn’t end the way the did.
Who knew my childhood best friend and first girlfriend would turn into a stranger.
