Unsent messages to LEIF
From: ABC
To: Leif
I was wearing your shirt, you had my head pressed against your chest and all I can remember thinking is... I should have kissed you that day
From: ABC
To: Leif
I think you should listen to "What Happened to Us" by Shura. Sometimes things happen at the wrong time. I think now is the right time. And yet, pandemic.
From: ABC
To: Leif
:( i had that feeling that you didn’t like me anymore and were losing interest, but i tried not to think so negatively because you told me that i should try and get better and manage my anxiety. turns out i was right all along, even though you lied multiple times about why and you can’t even remember what you lied about. that’s just so you lmao
From: ABC
To: Leif
we haven’t talked in years but somehow my heart still flutters when i see you. school’s almost over and i don’t believe we’ll ever talk again, but if we did it wouldn’t make a difference anyway. i’m too nervous to approach you. we have 4 months left and i know they’re going to go to waste because i’m a coward. find someone who can treat you the way you deserve to be treated. it’s been almost 10 years since i started loving you, and i don’t think i’ll ever stop.
From: ABC
To: Leif
You don’t know how bad I wish I could go back and do it all over again. I haven’t stopped thinking of you
From: ABC
To: Leif
you were the only one who was there for me and then you left. i was in love with you. i clung on to you even though i knew you were done with me. you kept coming back only to leave again, taking a piece of me each time. you left me battered and bruised whether you know it or not. i was in love with you for a year, and now I feel like I can finally let go. if you wanted anything with me, you've officially lost your chance. you lost your chance because i don't know who you are anymore, and I don't think you do either. a year ago you were funny and unique, and now it feels like it's all suppressed. it makes me sad because I feel like we really coulda been something a year ago.
i don't think I miss you anymore, although I do worry for you sometimes. take care of yourself and stop being an ass. don't be afraid to be yourself.
From: ABC
To: Leif
i’d give my life to be back in your arms, hearing you tell me i’d never know how much you loved me
From: ABC
To: Leif
I still miss you and your green eyes. If you didn’t move away would we have lasted?
From: ABC
To: Leif
i am so sorry for how i treated u. i hope in another world we r nice 2 eachother
From: ABC
To: Leif
Sometimes I wish I could go back to 2019 and meet you again for the first time.
From: ABC
To: Leif
I cant love the way I loved you. Poured it all into you and there's nothing left.
From: ABC
To: Leif
It’s been a year & I still cry about you every night. I miss you, Leify.
From: ABC
To: Leif
my love, i really miss you but i don’t think i can go back
i wish i was what you needed but i’m not
From: ABC
To: Leif
you were the first to show me what love can feel like, i hope you find that someone for yourself
From: ABC
To: Leif
you have my heart, now and forever. thanks to you i am still alive and i never even got to thank you
From: ABC
To: Leif
I hope you will always be one of the good. You are the one I would sacrifice everything for.
From: ABC
To: Leif
i talked to you today. we surprisingly did not argued that much. i had fun :)
From: ABC
To: Leif
im convinced we would've made it if we knew each other in real life. i really want to kiss you.
From: ABC
To: Leif
I want you to know that your birthdate is still my password.
From: ABC
To: Leif
You’re my twin brother, my other half. I will always be here for you. Please don’t forget that
From: ABC
To: Leif
I just wish we would start again from the beginning. Forget about everything that went wrong.
From: ABC
To: Leif
I’m sorry i couldn’t be enough, i still love you but i don’t think i can do it again
From: ABC
To: Leif
i wish i could try again and make things right. i’m still so in love with you.
From: ABC
To: Leif
I miss you and I am sorry. I wish we could have another chance. I love you
From: ABC
To: Leif
I still think abt u. I never healed. Is jahseh still your fav? Like I once was...? "Princess." ❤️‍????
From: ABC
To: Leif
I still love you. But for now I’m always cheering for u on the side lines. ily sweetheart.
From: ABC
To: Leif
I will always love and appreciate you <3 you’re my best friend :3 sucker
From: ABC
To: Leif
I saw everything in your eyes from the moment we met. I hope you find the love u deserve. I miss you
