You were the second guy i fell in love with. Only this time I'm an adult, not a child. Two years of crying, all the sadness and all the pain I kept in me was gone when I met you. I said to myself "don't do this" knowing how it would all end. "Better not to be happy than to have false hope and be disappointed again. You're tired of crying." I didn’t listen to myself, we started talking every day and I fell in love. We talked about all sorts of topics both funny and serious and I caught myself with a smile on my face after two years. Everyone asked me what was wrong with me and why I was so happy, because they were not used to it. I knew the truth, and so did they. You were the reason for my every smile. The happier you made me, the more you disappointed me in the end. You just disappeared, like you didn't know me. We would meet in town and you would walk past me like we were strangers. I asked myself every day what made you act like that. In some moments I blamed myself ... And then came the day when we found ourselves in the same friend group and then you got to know me better, from that day you started trying again at least a little, but at that moment I forgot about you. Every time I tried to move on ans not think about you, you would come back and disrupt everything. After a few months, I would be with you again and I know it's my fault. Worst of all, I don't know if I still like you or just looking for the happiness I felt while we were talking.

thank you for being the kindest, most pure soul I've ever met, and saving my life even if you didn't realize it.

i am so glad to have met u. u have helped me more than i could ever say and i don’t think u even know it

you’re cool i feel like you’re really sensitive though which isn’t my style but you’re nice so that’s cool but don’t be sensitive that’s not cool

i think i get along with you the best these days hopefully we continue to get along, if i ever bother you let me know, also when things bother you actually speak up instead of saying uhhh cause most people are oblivious and don’t know what they did

mama- what happened? you were so good to me. what changed about me? what suddenly wasn't enough for you? was it the fact that i found my real friends and they weren't what you were used to? was it because i'm growing old enough to recognize and call you out on your bullshit? because i'm done being respectful. you taught me to shut my mouth. you put your own hand over my lips but dear fucking god i will bite and flail and scream until you realize how unhappy i am. the only things you take seriously about me are what you deem acceptable and it hurts so so much. after we had that argument about the plates that one night i didn't eat for days. just thought you should know.

Why did you decide that hurting me was worth your happiness? How much of it was fake? Are you happier?

Te odio, eras la razón por la que seguía adelante me dejaste de hablar cuando te enteraste de lo que sentía pero, no puedo odiarte, por que no es tu culpa pero por favor no intentes entrar a mi vida otra vez y pretender que no pasó nada.

hey bestie i know u be up on here ? dw same LMFAO anyway miss u would kill for some boba rn love u bestie

There's not a day that goes by in which I don't miss you. But the pain is duller now. I can't remember your voice but I can remember your laugh. Your sweet, wonderful laugh. I hope you're in the afterlife playing Hay Day.

I just miss my best friend- the one that does not miss me

I'm sorry I was so stubborn

I really miss you, I wish I could do it all again.

everything will be okay

I wanted to tell you that I loved you but I was a coward. I'm sorry. I hope you're happy with him.

I miss you and I’m sorry, I regret everything and I think about all of you every single day.

Know that I still love you

Im sorry that I wasn’t brave enough for us. I still carry your keychain on my wallet.

Our friendship is hurting me too much to continue it.

I love you. I wish you were into girls.

You’re the best person I’ve ever met. I really love you. <3

as much as i don’t want to love you i still do. even though i know you were bad i still love you.

i miss you so much if i could take it all back just for our friendship i would. ill always love you

I miss you so much but you will never know that

I love you so much my sweet girl. You bring light into the darkest days. You deserve everything.

I think im falling for you

i hope you feel the same way i do & i hope we get a chance to say so.

I miss you every second of the day.
You were the only girl i ever loved

I never stopped loving I just stopped pursuing you bc clearly neither of us is ready

Rip my sweet Mimi. I will miss you forever and a day. I love you

wish i handled things differently! biggest regret i could’ve done better for u

what are we?

don’t think i didn’t care. it tore my heart out when i broke up with you.

You are a masterpiece.

I wish we just stayed friends and I miss who you were.

We don’t talk anymore

i wish i hated you but i js can’t. instead i question why im not good enough for you

I still remember when you showed me this project. I wont forget you. Why couldnt it work?

I deserved a better goodbye

I'm sorry my brain is in the way of our happy ending

i messed up so bad

please don't break my heart. you hardly look at me anymore. i hope its just my imagination

I miss you so much.
You were the light in my life.
Come back to me.

i miss you sometimes

Why did you leave?

miss u in heaven sweet girl

i hope you never take me for granted

i have eternal love to give you

hi Mimi I love you I wanna be more the best friends.

I wish we could be together in another life too. I love you, but I won't hurt you anymore.

Mimi, I miss you. I wish you didn’t miss things you did. One day we will meet again. Te extraño.