From: ABC
To: Leif
Date: November 18, 2020, 11:34 am
you were the only one who was there for me and then you left. i was in love with you. i clung on to you even though i knew you were done with me. you kept coming back only to leave again, taking a piece of me each time. you left me battered and bruised whether you know it or not. i was in love with you for a year, and now I feel like I can finally let go. if you wanted anything with me, you've officially lost your chance. you lost your chance because i don't know who you are anymore, and I don't think you do either. a year ago you were funny and unique, and now it feels like it's all suppressed. it makes me sad because I feel like we really coulda been something a year ago.
i don't think I miss you anymore, although I do worry for you sometimes. take care of yourself and stop being an ass. don't be afraid to be yourself.