From: ABC
To: Laur
I miss you more than I can ever express in words, yet I hate who you’ve become. Maybe I don’t miss you, maybe I just miss the memories we had. I miss being happy, something that came often when I was around you. I miss who you used to be, but maybe i just hate change. I wish you never moved, and I wish you and I never drifted apart. I wish I loved you harder and I wish I told you I am deeply sorry. I remember those nights stolen from time to time, us wishing and giggling about our future, like we were sure that we would have it together. But now you’re gone. You’re a stranger, one whom I don’t recognize anymore. I don’t hate you like I used to, I understand why we fell apart. I was bitter that you had met other people that had made you smile, and scared I would lose you. And I was so scared, that I did. Let’s just go back to that pumpkin patch in kindergarten and start over again, maybe this time we won’t fly so close to the sun and I’ll have a chance to say goodbye.
From: ABC
To: Laur
when i think of you, my stomach hurts. and it didnt go away when i apologized for being the one that got hurt.
From: ABC
To: Laur
Let me help you if you are sad and have no one to talk to, I will always talk to you, I don't want to lose anyone else..
From: ABC
To: Laur
I blocked you bc I seen what type of things u liked, hope you heal fr <3
From: ABC
To: Laur
Tbh i miss talking to you, i want to be friends again. But i guess online friendships dont last
From: ABC
To: Laur
i just know we’d be bumpin to chappell in the car if we were still friends. i miss you