Unsent messages to COOP
From: ABC
To: coop
Date: October 16, 2025, 7:33 am UTC
So much to say yet I don't even know where to begin.
Words are not sufficient.
I not only miss my lover, but I miss my best friend. I miss what we could have been and what we had. It was real.
3 years since meeting you. 2 since breaking up. how did we only date for a year yet you left such a profound impact on me? It seems almost impossible. But you did it.
I listen to your voicemails sometimes. Look at old photos and videos we took or visit your ig. I post to the unsent project, half the time it doesn't upload. I've sent you letters and I have not received any response. It isn't good for me. I am still stuck in the past even though I've moved on in a lot of ways.
I am not that same naive girl I was, but I cannot seem to get over you no matter how hard I try. And i have tried. I am haunted by our memories and the times we shared. The good and the bad. I wish we could make new memories together. But I know we won't get the chance to. I made sure of that.
I miss you Cooper. I still love you and I never stopped loving you. I wish you would talk to me. Did you keep any of my letters at all? I hope you did. I meant what i said.
From: ABC
To: coop
Date: July 29, 2025, 3:25 am UTC
congrats on your engagement. youre still every song i love, but i am so happy youre happy.
From: ABC
To: coop
Date: June 25, 2025, 3:07 am UTC
i feel so lucky to have loved you & been loved by you.
From: ABC
To: coop
Date: April 1, 2025, 4:10 am UTC
You are still the other half of my orange. My heart aches for you. Return to me my love.
From: ABC
To: coop
Date: January 11, 2025, 3:55 am UTC
i hate thinking u.
i hate seeing u.
i miss u.
-still have the candle u sent
From: ABC
To: coop
Date: January 12, 2024, 11:36 pm UTC
i love you and i always will. thank you for everything and i'm so sorry for hurting you my love.
From: ABC
To: coop
Date: October 26, 2023, 11:15 pm UTC
i love you today tomorrow and forever. pretty blue eyes.
From: ABC
To: coop
Date: October 25, 2023, 11:23 am UTC
is it just me or does it hurt you too? like … i ache for us in the past. if that makes sense
From: ABC
To: coop
Date: January 9, 2021, 6:06 am UTC
i know i fucked around a lot and thats all on me. but you are a once in a lifetime soul. im so blessed to have known you
From: ABC
To: coop
Date: November 24, 2020, 5:18 am UTC
You are so awkward when talking about feelings so I will say it here, you have done so much for me and truly made me laugh when that did not feel like an option. Your truly someone I wish does something so great in the world and I want the best for you because that is what you deserve.
From: ABC
To: coop
Date: September 30, 2020, 3:14 am UTC
She doesn’t love you. I can’t tell you this but she doesn’t. I wish you knew that she doesn’t. I hope you find out before it’s too late. I care about you and I hate seeing you hurt.
From: ABC
To: coop
Date: September 17, 2020, 9:18 am UTC
it’s 2 am here and it’s been 2 years now: i should be asleep & i should be over you but here i am, reading old texts...i miss u
