Unsent messages to LARA
From: ABC
To: lara
Date: September 8, 2023, 8:21 am UTC
words can never express how much i love you. you are my best friend. you saved me.
From: ABC
To: lara
Date: September 5, 2023, 5:12 am UTC
I wish I had the guts to even try to tell you how I feel. But I'm too afraid to lose my friend.
From: ABC
To: lara
Date: August 4, 2023, 8:11 am UTC
I am so angry, and yet I only want your touch
From: ABC
To: lara
Date: August 1, 2023, 2:14 am UTC
Bebeim cant wait until were together again❤️
From: ABC
To: lara
Date: July 31, 2023, 11:56 pm UTC
I will always be thinking about you. I love you!
From: ABC
To: lara
Date: July 23, 2023, 7:38 am UTC
if i could give you the moon, i would give you the moon.
From: ABC
To: lara
Date: July 11, 2023, 12:52 pm UTC
I dont know where to go from here. Help me understand. Please
From: ABC
To: lara
Date: January 16, 2021, 12:00 am UTC
I think about you all the time. I love you more than anything. You're on my mind 24/7 and I can't imagine life without you. I just want you and only you.
From: ABC
To: lara
Date: January 10, 2021, 5:50 am UTC
i don’t like you and im glad i ended everything, but i think you deserve closure. thanks for the memories. going on adventures and hanging out at ur place. u said u cared abt me but sure didn’t act like it when u were excluding me all the time. i just don’t understand how u could be confused or upset that i ended our friendship when u never spoke to me, never invited me to anything, got mad when i couldn’t come to things, and just acted like you didn’t care. ur passivity is annoying asf. the amount of times u hurt me when u were just trying to be “nice” is ridiculous. i hope you can work on yourself in the future. have fun on ur trip to greece.
From: ABC
To: lara
Date: January 9, 2021, 9:16 pm UTC
I wish I could’ve kissed you that night we lay under the clouds. I can’t tell if it’s platonic or romantic, whatever it is, I love you
From: ABC
To: lara
Date: January 9, 2021, 8:39 am UTC
After all the suffering and pain I went through, by losing you, I found myself and if you ever cared about me like you said you did, you'd be happy for me
From: ABC
To: lara
Date: January 8, 2021, 11:13 pm UTC
i wish we could’ve kissed that time you wiped away my tears and told me i was strong
i wish i knew the difference between platonic and romantic love but whatever it is i love you
From: ABC
To: lara
Date: January 3, 2021, 5:57 am UTC
Its okay that you let your anger out on me I deserve it everything you've said and done to me I deserve it all
From: ABC
To: lara
Date: January 1, 2021, 6:01 pm UTC
i wish i had the courage to say it to your face, but you save my life in new ways every time i see you.
From: ABC
To: lara
Date: December 31, 2020, 11:30 pm UTC
it’s been 7 months yet i still feel bad i thought i would get over it but i just can’t. i need to talk to you again soon but i can’t find the courage to talk to you if you ever see this and think it’s abt u please text me again if u still have my number please
From: ABC
To: lara
Date: December 27, 2020, 9:48 pm UTC
lara
you’re my best friend and i wish i could tell you how i felt. i want us to be together so we can be swag. i know you don’t feel the same but even if you do both of us are too shy to say anything. lara even our star signs are compatible. I love you
j
From: ABC
To: lara
Date: December 24, 2020, 5:06 pm UTC
i dream about you almost every night. i hope we kiss again in real life. maybe prom. ill manifest it.
From: ABC
To: lara
Date: December 12, 2020, 4:41 pm UTC
dearest lara
i’m in love with you and i would never tell you because i’m to afraid to ruin our friendship and i know you don’t feel the same things for me as i do for you. i am only with him because i’m so lonely i can’t deal anymore. i’m sorry
From: ABC
To: lara
Date: December 11, 2020, 12:30 am UTC
heyy i hope you had a good day. also i just wanted to tell you i’m proud of you. you should be too. you’ve come so far. but you didn’t come this far to only come this far. keep your head up. live your life the way YOU want to. did you eat today? please eat. please take care of yourself. much love
From: ABC
To: lara
Date: December 8, 2020, 6:02 pm UTC
I haven't left my house since you left my life. I miss my friends, I want to see them but I haven't faced anyone in 3 weeks. I thought it would be easy, forgetting you, but here I am now, barely eating or sleeping. We both know it is your fault, even my friends keep saying that, but I still force myself to believe that it is not true. I am learning to let go. Harder than I thought. today I was scrolling down my gallery and found a picture of us. Man, I fxcking miss you. I hope you are happy. Please get a coat the next time you go outside. I won't be there to warm you up.
From: ABC
To: lara
Date: November 29, 2020, 11:11 pm UTC
I don’t know why I’m writing this to be honest because writing it makes it feel so much more real. I made the colour white because I know you don’t have a favourite. I don’t want to love you I really don’t but the night we sat under that street light and you wiped a tear from my cheek. Neither of us said anything. You didn’t have to. Just the look in your eyes said everything. So did mine or I hope they showed atleast half of what I feel for you. I hope they shows that if you left a piece of me would go with you. That I wish we never admitted our feelings. That I know you’ve been pulling away. It’s okay. I have too. Because I can’t stand the thought of us being apart. I miss you lara please come back. Or at least pretend you still care. I don’t wanna die yet.
From: ABC
To: lara
Date: November 24, 2020, 1:05 am UTC
Te ame tanto como a nadie, y desde aquel dĂa no he dejado de pensar en ti, fuiste la persona que me enseñó que no se puede tener todo en la vida :((((
From: ABC
To: lara
Date: November 22, 2020, 3:53 pm UTC
if you existed, i would be so selfish of your love to make me feel okay, because nothing else does. which is why you don’t exist yet.
From: ABC
To: lara
Date: November 12, 2020, 1:37 pm UTC
Passo minhas madrugadas em claro desejando que vocĂŞ me ligue. Sinto muito a sua falta, vocĂŞ foi a alma que eu mais me conectei nessa vida. Espero que possamos nos encontrar novamente. ?
From: ABC
To: lara
Date: November 8, 2020, 11:34 pm UTC
so happy for all the times i spent with you
wish you well for the future, you’re going to achieve so much x
From: ABC
To: lara
Date: November 5, 2020, 3:43 am UTC
Its easy to say im over you when i dont see you anymore. But i dont know if i could say the same if i look into your eyes.
From: ABC
To: lara
Date: October 11, 2020, 9:40 am UTC
you taught me you really can't trust anyone in this life. i wish you knew how much you hurt me, and how lost and in need of a friend i was that summer. i suffered. but it was for the best. you never really gave a shit about me and would've made me feel bad for losing everything. i was vulnerable and you used that to get close to him. some fucking friend you were.
From: ABC
To: lara
Date: October 3, 2020, 1:57 pm UTC
I don't understand what I did. please come back, its not the same I haven't left my bed since you I haven't properly gone out since you. please just tell me what I did I will fix it in a heartbeat
From: ABC
To: lara
Date: September 13, 2020, 2:17 am UTC
Could we of been something if he hadn’t got in the way. Those wee moments mean a lot and I know you have thought
about it
From: ABC
To: lara
Date: September 9, 2020, 12:29 am UTC
Sometimes I think about the day I first saw you. I was so stupid to let you do the things you’ve done to me back then, but I still love you ever since.
From: ABC
To: lara
Date: September 8, 2020, 9:10 pm UTC
On that summer night, when we were hugging near your window at 4am,
I’m absolutely sure I was in love.
