Unsent Messages

I don’t know why I’m writing this to be honest because writing it makes it feel so much more real. I made the colour white because I know you don’t have a favourite. I don’t want to love you I really don’t but the night we sat under that street light and you wiped a tear from my cheek. Neither of us said anything. You didn’t have to. Just the look in your eyes said everything. So did mine or I hope they showed atleast half of what I feel for you. I hope they shows that if you left a piece of me would go with you. That I wish we never admitted our feelings. That I know you’ve been pulling away. It’s okay. I have too. Because I can’t stand the thought of us being apart. I miss you lara please come back. Or at least pretend you still care. I don’t wanna die yet.