I’m sorry I made your first relationship one that would never last. I’m sorry I didn’t fall for you like you did me. I’m sorry.

I hope u realise loving men is a complete waste of time.i'm not telling you to turn gay unless oop- JUST FOCUS ON UR WORK/SCHOOL u dont need men :)

i’m so sorry for everything that i’ve done. you have shown me love that i never knew i could have for someone. thank you for everything you do for me. calling me when i’m crying just so you can make me laugh. sleeping with my on facetime. i miss what we had and i wish we could do it all over again. i really hope things get better for you. i’ll always love your goofy self. all your freckles. your tattoo. the scars on your cheek. i’ll love you for infinity. even if you hate me, i’ll always be here. i wish you the best in life. i wish you could see yourself the way i see you. i absolutely adore you. you’re my peace in this fucked up world. my little bit of light i have left. i miss you so much. i know you’ll never see this. and that’s okay. i just wish you understood what you meant to me and how much i truly care. i have a fucked up way of loving, but i have never wanted to hurt you. i want all of you. i love all of you. i love you more then all the stars in the sky. even the one we named that night on your front porch. forever and always.

Kyla, if you see this, I want to tell you so bad that I'm so sorry. I was just being so maarte that time and that led to me and you drifting away from each other. I'm so sorry and you don't know how much I want you back as a friend. You may think that I'm so foolish of saying this pero I really am sorry.

I need you in my life. I may not show it but you've been here since day one and through all of my hard times, our tough arguments, my ignorance, and especially our changes. I've never expressed my love and heart to you because you're not mushy like that but if I had the chance I would take it. We've shared so many memories across the past 7 years and I can not put our relationship into proper words. Not in a couple way but a best friend way. I want SO BADLY to express this to you. All the things you've done for me/ stuck by me is incredible. I never wanna lose you. Im so sorry if I mess up our friendship EVER. I love you kyla.

I will never understand why you chose me out of all the other girls that like you but I overthink about it all the time.

I remember playing roblox with you, i remember spending the recceses at school talking to you and i remember always loving you

I don’t hate you. You hurt me more than you know, but I still wish you love and happiness. I wish things had been different. I forgive you. Even if you don’t feel sorry. I hope you find a way to be healthy and become a better person. The time you were in my life was very important to me, even though so much of it was unhealthy. I hope you change and life treats you well. I’m not angry anymore.

I know you're still mad but i just wanted to say that those months that we've been talking, everything was real. I really liked you even though we never met.

i know you’re tired of hearing me say i’m sorry but my whole chest hurts and i just want to make things okay again

you will never be enough to anyone you meet. no matter who youre with or what your relationship with that person is, youll always have to change yourself and even then youll never be their first pick. and you know that fact. have fun living with it.

i think u look great in a high ponytail. I miss my best friend and i wanna kinda be in ur life again. I regret too much. However im glad u are happy in ur current relo. I wish you the best cause you deserve it x.

this is so awkward now like you're probably looking back at this to make ur ego 10X bigger than it already is

What if all those "acting" was true?

hello, its been a year. i hope ure doing well w ur acads and taking care of urself. :))

can we talk dingus

im so proud of you bb you deserve the world

i hope you’re happy too. i wish we could’ve seen each other one last time.

i ripped the band aid off and deleted our pictures and put away stuff from you. it hurt so bad.

Its been half a year how are you?

Am I too late?

It has almost been a year.. I miss you. I dreamt of you just an hour ago.. I wish we could have met

You’re the only one here I really feel comfortable around thank you

I don't care how long it takes I'll wait for you. I miss you. I miss my wife

I want to change for you and Im trying but changing isnt easy so please be patient if you can

You are the reason I stopped watching Mob psycho. It made me think of you too much

i hope you are my forever, cause i could stare into those eyes for a lifetime sweetheart

i like you. i hope something could maybe work out eventually, i just don’t know how.

I miss you Kyla I miss hanging out with you every week.I shouldn't have let anyone come between us

I'll miss loving you, but I can't do it anymore. Apart of me will always love you.

Been so tempted to talk to you lately. I know we’re better off separated tho. Wish you the best.

i miss you so much, i wish things could’ve worked.

i miss you, baby :(

Message me again, I'll reply.

If only we could love each other happily.

I feel like I'm starting to like you.

i'm still here kyla right where you left me, i'm still waiting for you bb

i'm still here ky right where you left, i'm still waiting for you bb i miss you so much

I like you

don't leave me love, please

i wish we could have our friendship back. things weren’t supposed to be like this

i think i really like you, but i can’t tell you because it would ruin our friendship.

I know you feel confused and overwhelmed right now but please don't give up

from yourself

It’s sad to watch your light fade away from the pain you carry. I wish someone would love you truly

I'm sorry that we didn't make it.

I still get butterflies

i just wish you didn’t choose a boy over me.

I wish you’d give me another chance to love you

i love you so much baby mwah

I miss u and I hope we can bring back our closure. I really miss u, I hope u feel the same.