Unsent messages to ELEAN

will i have to leave you in the future if i can’t join? will we even last until the time where we can’t be together anymore. will i ever be able to hug you or hold your hands? will i ever be able to experience the butterflies in my stomach when we make eye contact for the first time. i’m scared of what the future brings, because the time we have together may be limited. i can’t lose you again heiden