Unsent Messages

i spent almost a year on you for you to constantly break my heart over and over again. i know you didn't care about me and that you called me many names that made me come back to you when i didnt know why. i laughed about it on the outside, but internally i cried. why didnt you like me back? was it because you didn't like the way i looked or was it because i didn't meet your standards? or just because you wanted to be a jerk to the first person that actually liked you back for once in your life? you know, i loved you. you made me actually believe what love was. that's so crazy, i know. why didnt you want me? i'm funny, i'm the type of person that you want to get to know. i gave you to much attention and im so glad you never liked me back. i would sit in my bed thinking why i wasnt good enough for you. im so glad because im so much better than you and i know my worth. you're a gemini, its classic to get this behaviour from you. you never even talked to me and you broke my heart. its like you would look at me and you broke it over and over. it felt like it couldn't break anymore but it did. anyways, you never deserved me and i dont know why i wasted my time on you.