Hey, it's been awhile and I just wanted to let you know that, I think I'm in love with you. Every time I see you my heart pounds inside me. But... I know I'll never be yours. Because someone else makes you 10 times more happy than I ever could. Those times I would pass you and wave but you wouldn't wave back because you found your happiness in someone else. Those moments destroyed me. It felt like pulling strings out of my heart and the pain never got easier to deal with. You were more than just a crush to me. Liking someone for more than 4 years has to be more than just a crush. I was too nervous to talk to you and I didn't know what to say when I did approach you. I know I fucked up a lot of things, but please let me tell you, I love you.