i'm sorry i put you through so much pain. even until now, you never felt safe in the space i've created for you. i'm sorry, that all i've ever did was hurt you. nights you spent crying for me were always unbearable but i'll never admit that because i'm scared of doing so. people perceive you as someone who's knows what she wants, comforting, a safe space for people to confide in, but you never actually feel that way, do you? i'm so sorry.