I love you whith all my heart please come back I miss you so much and I don't know what did I do wrong

I thought i saw u today. My heart started racing and I felt like I was gonna be sick. Turns out it wasn’t u he just looked similar to u. I say I’m over you but when ur name gets brought up my heart still skips a beat. I don’t want you back but I miss you. Ik it’s been awhile and I need to get over it, I am, I don’t want to be in a relationship with u I just miss us being friends, but u don’t want that you only reach out when you need something from me. And ig I’m used to being used.

you were the best thing that happened to me, i know you left, but can we be friends? i can’t stand not having you in my life

we could've been amazing and you know that. you've brought me the most happiness and also the most pain. and now I find myself constantly doubting the meaning of everything thanks to you. but I still can't seem to let go of you. i feel like I'm starting to lose you though even though you told me that would be the worst thing. if i deserve the best why did you do that to me? i have so many questions but i don't know if i want answers.

I have loved you since the second I met you. I literally thought I was in love with you for two whole years. I used to think about you all the time. When I was trying to sleep, in class, with my friends, in the shower, at basketball, in the car. At every given time of every given day, you were on my mind. I miss you more than I will ever be able to verbalize. You are the one that I always fall back to. You are the one that my mind always wonders to. You are literally the one that my heart beats for. I was so consumingly in love with you. You literally took up 90% of my life. You were the one that I wanted to spend my entire life with. I wanted to marry you and grow old with you. I wanted to be able to kiss you and hug you and not have to worry about what anyone thought because we were happy. Happy is a word that I associate with you. You made me so happy. I don't think that I could see us being happy together though. As much as I hate to admit it, we would have never worked out. Jesus, that's still hard for me to even say right now. It's hard for me to even wrap my head around the fact that we won't ever be together. I guess part of me is still holding onto a shred of hope that we might. That one day we might run into each other at the store and the stars might align. And then we would run away together happy. But nothing lasts forever and happiness isn't real. I miss you; so much that my heart aches. I love you and I hope you're well.

a day doesn't pass. or a night. a double bind; i want to respect every part of you so i stay quiet

sometimes i wish we could start over. do you hate me?

I love you and miss you

I feel sorry but I'd be more sorry for myself if I went back

im sorry. i wanna be better for u. i love you.

I wonder if your dog still remembers me. It felt like I was part of the family until you chose her..

i'm proud of you. thanks for all the help that you have given me