we could've been amazing and you know that. you've brought me the most happiness and also the most pain. and now I find myself constantly doubting the meaning of everything thanks to you. but I still can't seem to let go of you. i feel like I'm starting to lose you though even though you told me that would be the worst thing. if i deserve the best why did you do that to me? i have so many questions but i don't know if i want answers.
