is it bad that i kinda like the attention you gave me? i tried as hard as i could to turn you down nicely, and ion think you like me anymore, but it was nice having that extra reassurance that, to at least one person, i was wanted??? idk. that’s probably terrible of me to say :(

Nee ik zeg het verkeerd, ik denk nog vaak aan je omdat je veel indruk hebt gemaakt vroeger. Ik ben nu veel gelukkiger met mijn huidige vriend en ik mis je niet

Nee ik zeg het verkeerd. Ik denk nog vaak aan je omdat je veel impact hebt gemaakt en ik veel van je heb geleerd maar ik wil je niet terug. Ik mis je niet en ben veel gelukkiger met mijn huidige vriend

Eigenlijk het enige waar ik dan aan denk is hoe toxic het was en dat ik nu oprecht veel blijer ben en alles nu beter gaat. Vond het toen echt het einde van de wereld maar heb nu niet eens dat ik je nog aantrekkelijk vind. Achteraf is het allemaal goed gekomen en is het voor jou en voor mij het beste geweest maar ik denk nog wel vaak terug aan die tijd, niet omdat ik terugwil maar omdat ik ervan leer

Hey, ik begin gevoelens voor je te krijgen maar ik weet niet hoe ik ermee om moet gaan, je bent mijn beste vriend en wil m'n beste vriend niet kwijtraken:( Maar ik vind je echt leuk en I don't know what to do :(

I feel so guilty for not liking you back bc you’re a great dude. but you also helped boost my confidence. ik that’s terrible to say and really selfish of me, but knowing that I was desirable to at least one person was kinda nice. but I’m pretty sure you like my best friend now. which is cool. but idk. she’s always everyone’s favorite. everyone loves her. way more than me. which is okay. I’ve gotten used to it, ig. but it does kinda suck. bc this was one of the things that has been hyping me up for a few months now - the fact that you liked me. if you suddenly move on to her...idk how I’ll come back from that as shitty as it sounds

i see you in everyone, everywhere, it scares me. its been too long now, nothing could ever happen.

i think about texting you everyday. i miss you so much, i'll love you for the rest of my life

i miss you love. please text me, i know we’re not together but i still love you.

if i could change the way things went down i would

i miss you so much. i love you.

I really, really, really like you. You have no idea though.

i hate myself for what i did to you but i cant let go. i love you so much it hurts.

i still miss you so much idk what to do. every time i try to move on you take over my brain

you’re the only person who sees who i am,
i will never forget your blue eyes.

i love you sweet boy <3 i hope this distance wont come between you loving me

i like you so much but i think you still like her even after what she did, will you please notice me

i miss you so much. i love you so much. everything i could tell you would end with a "so much".

i'll move on.

I still love you, I think I always will, I’ll always be here too. I think you’re the loml Koen.

i miss you so much. im sorry i wish things were different. i just wanted a life with you. i love you

i hate the way you hurt me bean. this is my goodbye.

i’m sorry. find someone better bub i wish we could’ve tried when i was better.

it’s hard to be so far away from you, i miss you a lot

I really wish I knew what when I’m inside your head, I’m sorry for trying to talk to you again koko

its my fault we arent together. i shouldnt have lied i love you koen.

u were my sweet boy. maybe in another life we could have been more koko.

Truth is I’m at fault for losing you, and I put myself in the situation I am now. I hope to fix it..