I feel so guilty for not liking you back bc you’re a great dude. but you also helped boost my confidence. ik that’s terrible to say and really selfish of me, but knowing that I was desirable to at least one person was kinda nice. but I’m pretty sure you like my best friend now. which is cool. but idk. she’s always everyone’s favorite. everyone loves her. way more than me. which is okay. I’ve gotten used to it, ig. but it does kinda suck. bc this was one of the things that has been hyping me up for a few months now - the fact that you liked me. if you suddenly move on to her...idk how I’ll come back from that as shitty as it sounds