i still stAy up every night feeling guilty for how iV treated you in the past. before i broke it off so i could protect myself bc i reAlized that i was begiNning to open I had almost no walls up and that sacRed the shit out of me, i wAs beIng selfish. im sorry for putting you through that. now we are toghter but im sacred for how much i realized i let myself feel...i have no walls up anymore i hope it stays like this. i’m gonna come back to this in a yr maybe to see how stuff is i hope then we are happy, even if we rnt together i love you always

i told you that i was bad at telling you my feelings through words and better at letters this is close enough right :)

-read carefully i’m there