I'm really sorry for everything. I still think about you. I wish I kept my promises. I know now I was the problem. I still love you

hey. so I know you have a gf now and I'm really happy for you! just know that although it really hurt me later, the time we were talking made me happier for a little bit. though, I really want to know: did you actually not like me at all? if so, that what you said was true about not liking me: FUCK YOU FOR LEADING ME ON FOR MONTHS AND THEN BREAKING MY HEART BITCH!! I came out stronger than ever, and I know ill get people 1000x better.

I really thought I would hate you for all the times you’ve hurt me but I miss talking to you instead. I been hoping you would reach out to me but we both different now and I don’t think we will ever be the same. I still think of you and it happens a lot more frequently and I think that’s because you’re thinking of me too. You once told me “if you think of someone and you can’t get them out of your head it’s because they’re thinking of you too” I really believe in that. I really hope you reach out. I remember you pulling my sock and us laughing. I hold onto that. You were the only one who helped me when I was at my lowest. I feel like I damaged you. You were such a golden person and I feel like I ruined you but id like to make amends with you. I love you

You were my best friend, I loved you so much why did you have to go. You changed, it was never the same as it was, I miss the fun we had, I think we are done for good and that’s not a bad thing

I don't know how I feel dude. I'm so into you but I have such mixed feelings I don't know what I want.

Oh clear one, oh pure
I hate I admitted to loving you
I hate your venom smile,
Your presence is magnetic
But your heart is sealed
Your eyes so confident
In their stares
So few and far between,
I fell for their spell
And you don’t even know
Oh, how You’d like to know

I love you. You might never see this. But I love you. I've had feelings for you for a while, but I know I'll never be able to say anything because I know you don't feel the same, and that's okay. I just hope you know how important you are in my life. I love you, kate.

i had to listen to you tell me about how happy she made you. i wanted to be the one you were talking about.

Your my best friend.thank you for everything you mean the world to me I love you your doing so well I'm proud of you.

I’ve liked you since the day I met you. I can’t believe it’s been this long. You’re so funny and pretty it hurts. I hope you never change anything about yourself for someone else. You are perfect.

I’ve liked you since the day I met you. I can’t believe it’s been this long. You’re so funny and pretty it hurts. I hope you never change anything about yourself for someone else. You are perfect.

My first teenage love
I couldn’t stop thinking of you, but it didn’t matter
Because I wasn’t one of them
I was different
I loved you more than you’ll ever feel or know
And that helps me sleep, maybe you didn’t deserve my love
But I still want you to feel it,
It’s just the way the mind works
Green eyes red haired angel walking, existing, it’s too much
If I die I’ll make sure you know

i can't tell if i like u or not. i hate it. sometimes i'm sure i don't but then u pop into my head and my heart goes crazy.

you changed for the worse tbh. part of me wishes we were still friends but part of me is glad we aren't

Hey mum. I know we where never close and we barely talk anymore but I still love you so much. I just wish you loved me back.

we match #platonicbaes
and I love you even though ur a short little bitch and u won’t let me hug u or give u rocks ?

Hey boo. I wish we could see each other easier. I know everything will be ok. How do I know? Because we’re going to get through everything together. High school, other problems I won’t type, were gonna kill it all. We’re gonna have fun and work hard to succeed, and we’re gonna do it as a team. No worries, no drama, trust, communication. We don’t have time for any problems. We got shit to do. Not sure if you’ll see this, but you’re absolutely stunning just like me. Kinda hope you don’t see this. It’ll inflate your ego. But not as much as mine is. I’m doing everything I can to when things get back to normal have a chance to go places and make memories. Nothing you could say would make me want to leave you. You’ve always been there. It’s always been you luv. I’m not sure if I love you because I’m just a hormonal teenager, but it’s pretty damn close. Let’s murder these next years together. I’ve left some hints to know that it was me, but if you do see this, don’t tell me cause I’ll start crying, especially if we still can’t see each other. Maybe write me one back in my name? Just a thought. Give mama a hug for me. ?✌️

You’re so mean to yourself I wish I could show you that you have now flaws. I wish you could love me the way you love everyone else. I could stare at your eyes all day and hear your voice all day even tho u hate it for some reason.
Every song reminds me of you and I wish I had the guts to send you a playlist about you but lol I’m scared. I love everything about you but not how you barely give me attention. In fact you don’t even talk to me. I wish I could stop loving you, but it’s hard to. I want to make you happy and safe. I love you Kate A

i miss our bond most of all. so effortless and simple. i wish one day you would just say sorry. stop saying youre sorry to other people and just tell me. im way better off now but i just want to know that you know it was wrong

It’s been almost 2 years and I still think about where we went wrong. Leaving me alone for prom was tough but I still care about you.

I spent eight months in love with you, knowing you didn't feel the same. I wish you would have hurt me.

You told me I was pretty, and in that moment I not only started to love you, but I started to love myself as well.

Hey dumb wh*re. You are really truly a good friend. And I know I bully you. and you bully me but I really do value our friendship. If you see this. Fuck you :)

Thank you for always sticking by me thro thick and thin I act like I’m a bitch but tbh I’m just rlly unsympathetic oh and I hate Bella

Two and a half years of being in love with you, two and a half years of not telling you, two and a half years wasted.

do you still think about me? i think about you. a lot actually. you were my first love, i wasn’t prepared for the pain i was going to cause for myself and you. i’m sorry. if you were to read this and somehow know who i am. please. talk to me like you used to again, i really just want to talk.

We were both at bad times in our lives. You still are. But I'm getting better now. We have grown apart because we needed to. I have to move on and so do you. I'm wishing you the best. Please, please take care of yourself.

we’ve had mutual feelings in the past, but our relationship never went further than being friends. to this day i’m always wondering how far we could go if we actually tried.

hi kate it’s your best friend. just wanted to say i love u & am thankful for u. oh and your brother’s hot.

i miss you but then i realise your a different person that when i knew you. you have changed so much. i want the old you back, the nice one.

i hope you still think about me the way i think about you. i miss you everyday. you’re the first person i ever loved and i always will.

You don’t jerk when I touch you and i know it feels different for you. But feels like we’ve done everything for the first time a million times, but it’s always fresh. Like green. But old. like green.

im sorry for not always being the friend you need, im sorry for acting up and being a bitch. i love you more then you know

This is kind of ironic bc we used to write letters to each other. I hope you see this. I went thru so many immature phases throughout our friendship, yet u stayed by my side. You constantly deny it, but you’ve changed me for the better. I admire you natural kindness and charisma. I admire your life. Seeing you happy brings me joy. We’re so opposite yet so alike. It was an unlikely friendship, yet I’m glad it happened. Love you kate.

i really thought we would be best friends forever. i miss you more than anything. but i don’t think you miss me. idk. but i will always be here if you need anything. -i think you know

you are the first person i have made one of these for, i love you so much, you helped me through everything life threw at me, you always listened, you always cared, you always comforted me when i needed it, im sorry for never being there for you

I had to learn how to let go of you, when you were never actually mine. did you ever notice my feelings

hi kate. its me. ik life seems to be throwing all these struggles at u, but know that you can do it. u can lead this. u can do it, ik it sucks u have to do it alone but pls know that u always have me. i may not be able to go and be there with u, but i promise ill be cheering u on every single game. dont give up. it'll get easier soon and u will look back on these times and be thankful for it. i love u x millions

you remind me of this blue. im sosososososorry. i don't want you to hate me

It’s been more than a decade and I still miss you. I’m so sorry I hurt you.

girl as long as i know you I'll always have the biggest crush on you

I miss your hazel eyes and pretty smile. Love you always

I wish you said more that day. i hope you’re doing good. miss you always:(

What more can I do to deserve your affection? Havent I offered you more than enough?

hasn’t been a day where i don’t think about ml i miss u so so much

hope your doing good.

We will make flower crowns in the future. I'm sorry too

I reread the pages you wrote me and it ruins me every time. Despite it all, I still miss you

i hope you are so loved

im sorry for ghosting you i didn't mean it. just that im not ready