Unsent messages to JULIO

I miss you, I miss the version of you that I had, I miss not overthinking so much about us

You introduced me to love, yet you also introduced me to heartbreak.

how could u say all of that

I loved you so much, yet you chose her. Not your fault tho,you didn't know..

i hate you for giving up on us.

I hope one day you come back to LA. You deserve to follow your dreams more than anyone. I love you.

what do you have that i don’t? why you and not me?

my forever love, i'm so grateful for you. in every lifetime, in every universe, i'm yours my love

I’m glad we’re talking to each other again

You still appear in my dreams from time to time.

i think you suck for trying to enter my life after what you did. i’ll never want you back.

i miss you ka..

You probably know who this is. if you ever find it I love you still, but im getting tired of waiting

I can't admit that I'm in love. I can't lose you.

You're name is here at the back of my throat, ready to crack my voice just to call it again.

tbh, i have a crush on you but i didn't realize it untill i know you have crush on her

Even though it’s been years i still think about you once a day, i hope youre doing well

I'm afraid I'll like you forever, I hope you're okay and don't feel the same way I do anymore

I’m sorry I disappeared. I was a coward.. I miss you so much.

miss you badly, hope u feel the same :)

I don’t know how to feel when I think of u

Every time I dance, I think about you

Love, I hope you're doing well wherever you are. I miss you everyday.

what are we

even though we aren't speaking, i find peace in knowing we see the same sunset every day

try again?

I hate that it takes you hours to respond when I need you the most.

wanna be yours

every song lyric i ever sent to you, you used to smile

I miss you

i like you

you are the best thing that ever happened to me bebito

I hope you think about me:)

I wish age wasn’t the thing keeping us apart, you give me life and bring me back to myself when i get lost

still feels unreal since the day u left. really feel like ur my person but for now i have to let go :(

you’re everything i’ve ever wanted but she was your everything, i still look for you in a crowd, i can hear your laugh in my head when someone tells a joke, i can remember the warmth of your hand in mind, and i remember being your shoulder to rest on. alright we’ve gone out separate paths i just hope you’ll know ill always have love for you. in another life loser, right?

I know I wasn’t a good gf, we weren’t a good match. But I was an amazing friend and I know I changed your life. Your disrespect for me and everyone I love is why we will never work

u prob don’t care but it’s time to let go. i’m hurting too much. i will always love u but i’m not in love with you anymore.

Hi, I hope you understand that you are the reason that I know what love is. I love you, you really are my other half. My soulmate, even if you don't believe it. Thank you for being in my life and being the love of my life.

sorry for making you wait, but you left either way. i was gonna warm up to you soon. i still love you, no one can replace you.

sorry it happened the way it did. what you did ended up showing me that i shouldn't settle. so thanks

I can’t remember what happened and why I hated you so much. I just know I’m supposed to love you and that eats me alive.

Aún te extraño y creo que aún te amo. Fuiste mi primer amor y espero yo haber sido el tuyo. Aún te espero.

Desearía no haber cometido tantos errores. Agradezco que aún podamos continuar juntos de la mano, mejorando cada día. Te amo.

I’m sorry I did too much, I wish I didn’t try to hard to make something happen because I ruined our friendship and the way you’ll see me and think of me forever. I hate myself for the stuff I would say to you and how annoying I was. I bothered you and I knew it but I couldn’t hold myself back because I just wanted to talk to you and be around you all the time but you didn’t feel the same way. And so I embarrassed myself so much and exposed myself and others for your attention and for the gratification of seeing a message from you pop up on my phone. I didn’t realize until the end of our friendship what I was like and I wish I could take back all the stupid cringey weird shit I said but it’s too late and now we don’t even talk anymore. It sucks because at this point I truly do miss your friendship, and what I felt for you was infatuation that I could not shake.

admito que nunca pude valorar al cien todo lo que hacías por mi, se que todo lo que paso fue mi culpa y no tuya, si tan solo pudiera cambiar las cosas, me huiera gustado que tu nuca hubieras sufrido, tu ya pasaste por mucho dolor, quisiera que fuera yo la que termino mal, y ahora te veo enamorarte de mi mejor amiga, y mas aparte yo sigo tratando de ayudarte con ella, escondiendo totalmente lo que yo siento por ti, cuando te vi senti mariposas, se que tu no sentiste lo mismo porque ya estabas enamorado de alguien mas pero si tan solo supieras lo loca que estaba por ti, me gustabas tanta, y aun no logro olvidarte, eres mi primer amor sincero, el primer chavo con el que si me veia en un futuro, lo que mas me duele es que tu para siempre no te duro mucho, perdón, yo hice todo mal.

i know we're talking less and less but i just wanna thank you so much for all the good memories we've experienced. you taught me many things, especially how to love myself in order to love others. i love you so much, i hope we can continue talking like we used to :)

i just wish i could tell you how perfect you are, and i wish you would believe me, cuz everything i say to you comes from the most deep place in my heart. i don't like to see you suffering like this, and i hate not knowing what to do to make it stop. you are such a wonderful person, you didn't deserve any of this. if could, i would give you all the happiness that's left in me, and keep all your bad emotions with me. i deserve this. you don't.

You were my first love, I will always love you and I miss you to this day! Hope everything is well with you