Unsent messages to JULIE
From: ABC
To: julie
Date: February 12, 2024, 8:02 pm UTC
if i wanted to come back to be what we were before we ruined everything, would u let me?
From: ABC
To: julie
Date: January 9, 2024, 4:50 pm UTC
I miss being your best friend but you hurt me
From: ABC
To: julie
Date: January 8, 2024, 4:03 pm UTC
I know that in another universe we would be together
From: ABC
To: julie
Date: November 12, 2023, 1:43 pm UTC
i know we’ve never met in person but i’m thankful for the times we’ve spent together
From: ABC
To: julie
Date: November 7, 2023, 3:43 pm UTC
I miss u. I hope he's treating u right. Ur still allowed to hop that fence whenever, i'll be waiting
From: ABC
To: julie
Date: November 4, 2023, 7:20 pm UTC
i really miss my best friend, i feel lost without you here
From: ABC
To: julie
Date: November 3, 2023, 5:47 am UTC
Our relationship started out wonderful! So why did it end up so toxic?
From: ABC
To: julie
Date: November 2, 2023, 10:56 am UTC
i dont want to go back to being just your friend
From: ABC
To: julie
Date: October 28, 2023, 11:08 pm UTC
i think ive never liked someone as much as i like u. i hope this won’t break my heart
From: ABC
To: julie
Date: October 22, 2023, 5:15 pm UTC
i know everything is complicated and hard and awful now but i like you a lot i want this to work
From: ABC
To: julie
Date: October 10, 2023, 11:18 pm UTC
I never stopped being in love with you I think about our first kiss in the rain a lot.
From: ABC
To: julie
Date: September 13, 2023, 1:58 pm UTC
You ruined my view of love. I am no longer the loyal, loving girl that I was. You ruined me.
From: ABC
To: julie
Date: August 4, 2023, 7:48 pm UTC
Thank you for today, i wouldn’t have made it without you
From: ABC
To: julie
Date: July 23, 2023, 10:22 pm UTC
i miss the old us so bad i miss my bestfriend
From: ABC
To: julie
Date: January 14, 2021, 3:13 am UTC
since we fell apart: i don't love but i fuck often. i have forgiven you entirely and i still eat sandwiches.
From: ABC
To: julie
Date: January 12, 2021, 6:01 pm UTC
i miss u so much but ik that u arent good for me and its like i forget every bad thing youve ever done but when we end up talking ur always so fucking annoying
From: ABC
To: julie
Date: January 12, 2021, 2:15 am UTC
~Do what I did~ -delete all photos
-recycle the paper
-settle for them
-stay lost in work
-forget more daily
From: ABC
To: julie
Date: January 11, 2021, 9:19 pm UTC
Lemon loaf in two; memories of love enduring. My heart kept vacant: a place for you, warm and hopeful
From: ABC
To: julie
Date: January 8, 2021, 4:55 am UTC
don’t know if those were for me, but you know me and how i assume things. if they were, just know that i do care about you a lot and that i am so sorry for making you feel the way that i did. i don’t want a life where you’re not my friend.
From: ABC
To: julie
Date: January 5, 2021, 10:04 am UTC
hi bestfriend. thank you for being the best person in my life. you make me really happy and thank you for being here for 11 years
From: ABC
To: julie
Date: January 3, 2021, 6:20 am UTC
I never realized how I felt about you until recently. The sad part is I know that you’ll only ever see me as a friend, as someone you text when you’re bored or have nothing better to do. You already have someone in your life which makes it a bit harder to deal with but I already gave up on you returning the feelings since I found out how I felt about you. There’s still a small part of me holding onto hope but I know that’ll hope will just be crushed one day. You truly are one of the best things that happened to me and I’m so very grateful for that. I wish I could tell you how I really feel but I’m scared that you’ll just leave me.
From: ABC
To: julie
Date: January 2, 2021, 8:53 am UTC
I hate how you make me smile every time I see your message pop up. I hate it even more when I know it’s unrequited but as much as I want hate it I can’t help but feel something else completely different
From: ABC
To: julie
Date: December 27, 2020, 3:19 pm UTC
i love you and never giving up on us. we ve been through way to much together to ever let go. you've seen the worst in me and ive told you things that i will never trust anyone with. i can't imagine losing you julie. you are so special and one of a kind. ive never met anybody like you before.
From: ABC
To: julie
Date: December 20, 2020, 7:14 am UTC
you keep coming back and you keep leaving. meanwhile, i'm in pieces. let me let you go, darling, won't you?
From: ABC
To: julie
Date: December 16, 2020, 7:33 am UTC
Hey dumbass idk if you will ever see this or know that I wrote it, but I just wanted to say thank you for everything. I honestly don’t know what I would do with out you. I’m sorry if I have ever hurt you and I’m sorry for the times I’ve pissed you off. I’m sorry about that horrible relationship that you had with her, I wish I could’ve done something before she hurt you I never expected her to do that to you and I just hate my self for not doing anything. These past months I have realized how wonderful of a person you are and I’m so glad we became close. I know you’re going through some difficult times even if you fake it, but please don’t give up on me I know you can do it we all know, so please don’t give up just yet. Love you.
From: ABC
To: julie
Date: December 14, 2020, 7:07 am UTC
i have never met a person that has made me feel so special and loved. you annoy me alot but i always love you. were complete oposites but we just click so well. i love you so so much dumbass thank you sm for everything youve done for me. your my number 1 and you mean the most to me.
From: ABC
To: julie
Date: December 13, 2020, 3:53 pm UTC
You weren't my first love, but best friend. And you taught me how toxic some people can be. Thank you, now I know how I don't want to be treated.
From: ABC
To: julie
Date: December 12, 2020, 5:35 pm UTC
sometimes i feel like the pain i feel is all worth it for the moments i get to spend with you. but i think i’m wrong.
From: ABC
To: julie
Date: December 8, 2020, 4:20 pm UTC
jveux regarder les étoiles une nuit d'été et parler de nos vies de merde, de tout et de rien avec toi. Jveux regarder un coucher de soleil en écoutant du Lil peep avec toi. Jveux être avec toi.
From: ABC
To: julie
Date: December 8, 2020, 4:16 pm UTC
hey, depuis le premier jour où je t'ai vue au lycée avec tes longs cheveux bruns et verts, tu m'as tout de suite fait quelque chose. quand tu m'as regardée avec tes magnifiques yeux verts, c'était, wow... t'es le genre de fille dont on tombe amoureux.se. le genre de fille qu'il est très difficile d'oublier, le genre de fille dont on se souviendra toute la vie. J'aimerais tellement te dire tout ce que j'écris pour de vrai, mais tu me connais aha, je suis timide. Je t'ai déjà dit que t'étais mignonne, mais en vérité t'es tellement plus ! T'es douce, attentionnée, drôle, belle, magnifique autant à l'intérieur qu'à l'extérieur. J'aimerais aussi pouvoir t'aider à aller mieux, à sourire, à être heureuse... Je veux être ton exception.
From: ABC
To: julie
Date: December 7, 2020, 11:44 am UTC
On my first day in this world when you held me in your arms at the hospital did you look in my eyes and think you would hurt me more than anyone ever has?
From: ABC
To: julie
Date: December 2, 2020, 5:10 pm UTC
youre my bestfriend, im so scared to lose you. so many people have been coming out of my life and if i lose you i dont know what ill do
From: ABC
To: julie
Date: November 24, 2020, 5:17 am UTC
hey, i'm sorry. I'm sorry that I pushed you away to the point where you lost feelings. and i know that i liked you back. i want you to know that you saved me. you and i are the definition of right person right time. if you haven't shown up in my life i'd probably be dead. thanks for keeping me alive even though you don't know it. i love you
From: ABC
To: julie
Date: November 22, 2020, 6:12 am UTC
Whenever you feel lost or alone, look at the moon. I know how much you love to. Do you remember the night we laid on your floor until the sun came up? Every night we spent laughing, making memories, and truly living. I will never forget the feeling of loving you.
From: ABC
To: julie
Date: November 20, 2020, 7:31 pm UTC
i just want you to know that i don’t mean to ghost you all the time but my mental health is getting worse. i’m too afraid to talk to you about this because i don’t want you to think i’m weak or anything. you have always been my best friend and i love you. i know you will never love me back and i have finally accepted that, i’m ready to let you go.
From: ABC
To: julie
Date: November 19, 2020, 6:24 am UTC
The moment we first met, I felt something in my heart that I've never felt before. This feeling was unique. I tried to ignore it but whenever we meet it always comes up. Your eyes sparkle as you tell a story. You put a smile on my face whenever your name shows up on my phone. These little things make me happy and I can't suppress it.
They say that love is a feeling of deep affection; that might be a simple way to describe it, but I'd say it's more of a decision to do what is best for a significant other.
Julie, I love you. I wanna be by your side and be part of your life until the end. I hope we can be more than just friends. I wish I had the confidence and the looks to say these words. Fuck.
From: ABC
To: julie
Date: November 18, 2020, 11:34 am UTC
i think about how much i liked u all the time. i think about how many things i let slide because i thought you liked me. i think about all the things i changed about myself for you. i think about how you only every wanted me for my body. and i hate myself for having ever loved u. but then you’ll text me again and i’ll forget. i hate u
From: ABC
To: julie
Date: November 15, 2020, 4:39 pm UTC
i always thought you loved me but now i will forever think it was all a lie so it makes you leaving hurt a little less
From: ABC
To: julie
Date: October 25, 2020, 1:56 am UTC
u still run through my mind all the time , and i think about how it would be if u would had told me that u liked me sooner.
From: ABC
To: julie
Date: September 11, 2020, 5:54 am UTC
you’ll leave in less then a year. You’ll start a new life, and meet the love of you’re life.hurts it won’t be me. It won’t be me but you’ll be happy that you found the person you’ve been praying for the one who makes you feel that everything will be alright. You love her and she loves you like I have loved you my whole life.
From: ABC
To: julie
Date: September 7, 2020, 2:41 pm UTC
You words and actions still hurt me to this day even after all this time. i don't think i can forgive you. i wish i could move on.
