~Do what I did~ -delete all photos
-recycle the paper
-settle for them
-stay lost in work
-forget more daily

Hey dumbass idk if you will ever see this or know that I wrote it, but I just wanted to say thank you for everything. I honestly don’t know what I would do with out you. I’m sorry if I have ever hurt you and I’m sorry for the times I’ve pissed you off. I’m sorry about that horrible relationship that you had with her, I wish I could’ve done something before she hurt you I never expected her to do that to you and I just hate my self for not doing anything. These past months I have realized how wonderful of a person you are and I’m so glad we became close. I know you’re going through some difficult times even if you fake it, but please don’t give up on me I know you can do it we all know, so please don’t give up just yet. Love you.

you’ll leave in less then a year. You’ll start a new life, and meet the love of you’re life.hurts it won’t be me. It won’t be me but you’ll be happy that you found the person you’ve been praying for the one who makes you feel that everything will be alright. You love her and she loves you like I have loved you my whole life.

i just want you to know that i don’t mean to ghost you all the time but my mental health is getting worse. i’m too afraid to talk to you about this because i don’t want you to think i’m weak or anything. you have always been my best friend and i love you. i know you will never love me back and i have finally accepted that, i’m ready to let you go.

i miss u so much but ik that u arent good for me and its like i forget every bad thing youve ever done but when we end up talking ur always so fucking annoying

I never realized how I felt about you until recently. The sad part is I know that you’ll only ever see me as a friend, as someone you text when you’re bored or have nothing better to do. You already have someone in your life which makes it a bit harder to deal with but I already gave up on you returning the feelings since I found out how I felt about you. There’s still a small part of me holding onto hope but I know that’ll hope will just be crushed one day. You truly are one of the best things that happened to me and I’m so very grateful for that. I wish I could tell you how I really feel but I’m scared that you’ll just leave me.

On my first day in this world when you held me in your arms at the hospital did you look in my eyes and think you would hurt me more than anyone ever has?

hey, i'm sorry. I'm sorry that I pushed you away to the point where you lost feelings. and i know that i liked you back. i want you to know that you saved me. you and i are the definition of right person right time. if you haven't shown up in my life i'd probably be dead. thanks for keeping me alive even though you don't know it. i love you

i love you and never giving up on us. we ve been through way to much together to ever let go. you've seen the worst in me and ive told you things that i will never trust anyone with. i can't imagine losing you julie. you are so special and one of a kind. ive never met anybody like you before.

hi bestfriend. thank you for being the best person in my life. you make me really happy and thank you for being here for 11 years

hey, depuis le premier jour où je t'ai vue au lycée avec tes longs cheveux bruns et verts, tu m'as tout de suite fait quelque chose. quand tu m'as regardée avec tes magnifiques yeux verts, c'était, wow... t'es le genre de fille dont on tombe amoureux.se. le genre de fille qu'il est très difficile d'oublier, le genre de fille dont on se souviendra toute la vie. J'aimerais tellement te dire tout ce que j'écris pour de vrai, mais tu me connais aha, je suis timide. Je t'ai déjà dit que t'étais mignonne, mais en vérité t'es tellement plus ! T'es douce, attentionnée, drôle, belle, magnifique autant à l'intérieur qu'à l'extérieur. J'aimerais aussi pouvoir t'aider à aller mieux, à sourire, à être heureuse... Je veux être ton exception.

jveux regarder les étoiles une nuit d'été et parler de nos vies de merde, de tout et de rien avec toi. Jveux regarder un coucher de soleil en écoutant du Lil peep avec toi. Jveux être avec toi.

since we fell apart: i don't love but i fuck often. i have forgiven you entirely and i still eat sandwiches.

u still run through my mind all the time , and i think about how it would be if u would had told me that u liked me sooner.

you keep coming back and you keep leaving. meanwhile, i'm in pieces. let me let you go, darling, won't you?

i always thought you loved me but now i will forever think it was all a lie so it makes you leaving hurt a little less

youre my bestfriend, im so scared to lose you. so many people have been coming out of my life and if i lose you i dont know what ill do

don’t know if those were for me, but you know me and how i assume things. if they were, just know that i do care about you a lot and that i am so sorry for making you feel the way that i did. i don’t want a life where you’re not my friend.

sometimes i feel like the pain i feel is all worth it for the moments i get to spend with you. but i think i’m wrong.

Whenever you feel lost or alone, look at the moon. I know how much you love to. Do you remember the night we laid on your floor until the sun came up? Every night we spent laughing, making memories, and truly living. I will never forget the feeling of loving you.

i think about how much i liked u all the time. i think about how many things i let slide because i thought you liked me. i think about all the things i changed about myself for you. i think about how you only every wanted me for my body. and i hate myself for having ever loved u. but then you’ll text me again and i’ll forget. i hate u

You weren't my first love, but best friend. And you taught me how toxic some people can be. Thank you, now I know how I don't want to be treated.

i miss u so so much

i think this is the color of the blanket. i miss you sm

you fill up my senses.

im sorry it ended so soon

i’m sorry i left it makes my heart hurt i really hope you become the best you i do care for you

You ruined my view of love. I am no longer the loyal, loving girl that I was. You ruined me.

you're so beautiful it hurts

I really miss you..

maybe in another universe

Thank you for putting the effort in for me and being my friend again

Stop giving mixed signals.

I want to forget you so bad but I just cant. Even if it doesnt work out, just know you're perfect

I like you but i respect your feelings for someone.

please please please just let it be me in the end

I just wish I knew what I did wrong. I miss being friends more than anything.

i like you so much but we’re really good friends and i don’t want to risk losing that

I never stopped being in love with you I think about our first kiss in the rain a lot.

i miss the old us so bad i miss my bestfriend

I’m sorry for letting you down and breaking your heart, I will wait forever for you, I will change.

i think you’re the most beautiful person ive ever seen

i wish you had called to tell me that you weren't okay. i miss you. fly high beautiful.

i know everything is complicated and hard and awful now but i like you a lot i want this to work

What did I even do?

Thank you for today, i wouldn’t have made it without you

i think ive never liked someone as much as i like u. i hope this won’t break my heart

i dont want to go back to being just your friend

i love you too much to let you go

Our relationship started out wonderful! So why did it end up so toxic?