hey jos, ik you’ll never get the brains to go on here and read this but i’m just really sorry. you always look out for me and the gc but for some reason i get so ticked off. i think it’s because i envy you and it might just be jealousy. you’re very dear to my heart and i’m so sorry that i sometimes don’t make you feel that way. i’m sorry for always going off on you or being very dry with my messages sometimes. i truly am and don’t know how to stop but just know that i really do love you and care for you. even tho it’s a little weird to say those words or type them out for you i promise that i do. you’ll always have a special place in my heart. if you ever even find this or read this, just do what you want with it.
much love, sarah