i don't even know where to start. i did so much for you. so fucking much & all i got was the blame for your issues. they won't get better in. a week it takes time. i saved you from yourself time after time. i was there for you when you cried or hurt yourself. whatever you needed i gave to you. i reassured you when you doubted yourself i helped you pick your outfits out or what tattoo you should get next. for gods sake we have 2 matching ones. i talked you through your hardships & made sure things were going well. i did your homework when it was too hard to do on your own. you were my priority but i never was yours. i knew you had lost feelings but i didn't want to admit it. the last thing you said to me was that when i wasn't around your problems went away. do you know what its like to have someone that you love dearly & dropped everything for tell you that things get better when im not around but when i am they get dark. joesph i never want to see your face or hear your voice again. you broke a part of me that i trusted you with. & i will never forgive you for that.

i rly miss u joesph, i should’ve never said anything. i hope you still like me

I miss you, but you weren't good for me

hey its me. I still love. I think im obsessed.

i do still hope you’re doing okay, even if we never talk.

Just know that you will forever be my 11:11 wish.

I love you. I know you know that.

i can’t hate you because you couldn’t love me. i was never gonna be the one for you and i knew that.

I really really like you and I want us to last. Please don’t hurt me.

i’ll wait for you. and i hate myself for it.

I had a crush on you for like all of last year

Just tell me if you hate me, I don’t want to be your unfinished painting