Unsent messages to JOAQUIN

I love you:) I can’t wait to be your mrs, handsome. <3

im so sorry for everything. i know it’ll never be the same but i’ll forever hold you in my heart.

The song means the absolute world to me u have no idea. Im so sorry I cant let now be the right time

I had a hard time speaking pls just know, every. single. word. you said, was taken out my mouth

i hope somewhere in the future, we bump into each other and try again.

I miss you. I lost a good friend that day we stopped talking. I hope you feel the same way.

Sorry I don't know how to comfort you, believe me I try but I don't know how

I miss you, Thanks for everything.

I like you :)

i wish you realized just how much i loved you

Ur so Cute, I wanna marry u <3

i love you forever, no one else can even compare to you

thank you for being my safe haven, i love you so much

I know you like me. The glances, the mimicry, the shyness around me. If you like me, just come and tell me. Please.

you'll never see this. ik that but this might help. you don't like me but i feel sm for you and it hurts man. why play me like that. i still can't bring myself to remove you but yolo

you'll never see this. ik that but this might help. you don't like me but i feel sm for you and it hurts man. why play me like that. i still can't bring myself to remove you but yolo

You broke my heart tbh, you literally broke it. You played it cool but that’s what destroyed me the most, you forgot about everything, you said we didn’t had anything, but you still were the nice fucking guy and I had to smile it off. Why? why did you do it? you literally lied, or maybe you did forget because it was stupid. Even tho you gave the worst I wish you the best.

i confessed my feelings yesterday, it could have been worst :) I'm happy now
i chose red, you know why

I’m sorry for what I let happen to us. I regret it everyday. But now that you are back in my life, I’ve never been happier. I love you

Si, vos. Él que me hizo tanto daño y aún lo amo. Sos el amor de mi vida, espero que la vida nos vuelva a juntar?

Te conozco desde la academia, debo reconocer que me pareciste atractivo desde el primer día que te vi :) pero me fui enamorando de tu inteligencia, de tu manera en cómo no te rendidas para lograr lo que querías y pues siento que en eso si me superaste :'c... Sé que no sientes lo mismo que yo y pues te entiendo no soy atractiva físicamente y tal vez mentalmente tampoco :/ hubo un tiempo que te deje de hablar porque sabía que si seguía haciendo eso me iba a ilusionar más, pero lastimosamente no puedo olvidarte hasta ahora :c... Perdí mi orgullo y te he empezado a hablar de nuevo y sigo sintiendo lo mismo por ti TT... Me ha quedado claro nuevamente que no vez con los mismos ojos que yo a ti, hablamos de lo mismo siempre y siento que nuestras conversaciones son tan simples, no preguntas por mi, no te interesa como me ha ido en el día... Tengo que olvidarme de ti pero quiero que sepas que le tengo mucho miedo a las relaciones sentimentales a pesar que nunca he estado con nadie uu pero te juro que si tu me lo hubieses propuesto te hubiese aceptado una y otra vez, espero que te vaya bien en todo lo que hagas te deseo todo lo mejor del mundo, y me despido de ti como un amor imposible, claro que te seguiré hablando pero nose hasta cuando duren nuestras conversaciones pero tengo que arrancar ese sentimiento que tengo hacia ti :c se que te encanta la cocina y me hubiese encantado ser esa persona a quien le enseñes todos tus dotes culinarios, seguiré incendiando mi cocina pero ya aprenderé, cuidate :).

Gracias a ti me di cuenta de que no se puede confiar ni en tu propia sombra. La decepción que me diste no te la podré perdonar jamás. Ahora soy feliz sin ti, y pensar que pensé que no podría hacerlo, que ilusa.

Es gracioso pensar que me gustabas cuando apenas teníamos 9, gracias por decirme que era linda, me hizo sentir muy bien en su momento.

I'm sorry. I'm sorry for never telling you how I feel. We could have saved ourselves from a lot of hurt if I was just brave enough. So this is my goodbye to you. I hope that one day we meet again cause I truly believe that we were the right people for each other but we just met at the wrong time.

I honestly think I fell in love with you when I first met you. And that is the reason why I tried to help you find that special someone even though it was killing me inside.

Why did you change..? Everyday you made me excited to get out of bed but the last month the last thing on my mind was talking to you. why do i still love you

Well, there were many moments in which I wanted to tell you what I felt for you but you never let me finish, I gave you clues, I put on your sweatshirt, it bothered you and you didn't do more than ignore me, you don't know how much it hurt and it still hurts not as much as yesterday but one day at a time no? I gave you a letter on your birthday. I was one of the few people who remembered there. I told you a bit about what I felt and you just tore it up before reading it. Why? I think you knew that I liked you and why didn't you say so, why not break my heart once and for all and end my suffering by seeing you with other girls, why? well this is my confession never told thanks

You played with me, make me feel like i wasn´t goos enough and when i was happy with somebody else you were always there to make feel my boyfriend that i didn´t love him WHEN I LOVE HIM SO SO MUCH and i don´t know why you have to do such thing and make my relationship end. Now, i love myself a lot and i don´t wish you bad I wish you the best and think of your actions.

todos los dias te extraño un poquito mas, todavia me duele que me hayas dejado de hablar por ella, pero espero que te haga feliz, ya que conmigo no te conformaste

me gustaria saber la razon de pq me dejaste de hablar, quizas yo hice algo, no se, te voy a esperar y querer para siempre aunque me hayas hecho daño.

I dont know why you shut me out. Ik I wasn't like everyone else and did things differently but i always came back, you didn't. I wish you would've at least told me why because ik yk I deserved it.

if ur seeing this know it’s about you. i really like you but i know there are so many others you’d choose over me