im still in love with you. after almost 2 years after that kiss, you were the sun in my days, literally, every single time that I was feeling bad you knew. and I don't know how you did that but u had this power; and I knew when u were feeling bad too, I remember a day that we were coming back to school and u were actin weird, idk how to explain but you were, and I asked u a couple of times why, then you looked at me and I saw you dropping a tear, that was the only time that I saw that because u hate when people know that ur feeling sad, and u told me the reason, I hugged you and you hugged me back as strong as you could. I will always remember that day, maybe if i had never leaved we could make things work again. you will always be my favorite '' what if'', you are the right person, but at the wrong time, I wish I could say everything that I wanted to you, I really do. I will always miss you and u will always have a part of me with you, no matter how far away I am. I love you is not enough for the way that I feel about you. words couldn't describe how I wish I could go back in time and change somethings... I love you and I always will, I wish I could kiss u one more time, u were my best friend and the best I will ever have. fuck. why my parents decided to move? I want to be yours and I know that maybe I could make this happen if only I was closer... I miss you. a lot. please never forget me, im begging you...

You hurt me like no one has hurt me before and I can’t even villainize you because you treated me so well. You self sabotaged and I hate you for it, but I also can’t stop wishing you would call. Another boy brought me flowers last week, and all I wanted was for him to trade places with you.

"I love your big blue eyes, drive me crazy" I literally love you! I just can't tell if you love me back

Este é um rascunho, não tenho estrutura ainda para falar de nós ou de voce, voce me apareceu como em um sonho, o menino perfeito que ouvia rap entendia de muitos movimentos importntes e via anime, me apaixonei rápido, nunca te contei mas no nosso 3 ou 4 encontro eu já queria gritar que te amava, que queria estar com voce até o fim, mais depois disso muitas coisas foram me dando medo, voce tem uma familia unida, eu dtesto isso, a ideia de ter alguem preocupado comigo, essa ideia não me entra na mente, impossivel, nos nossos anos foram muito felizes eu amo todas as pessoas que conheci neste tempo, k. eu amo muito, otaku maconheiro, muitas coisas suas me feriram e sei que muits minhas tambem te feriram, acredite, eu conheço meus demonios e sei lidar melhor com eles agora, quero que seja feliz... de todas as coisas que voce me fez, a que mais me machuca é a de um dos nossos primeiros aniver. de namoro, em que voce preferiu usar droga a comemorar com a menina que nunca tinha tido um namorado, com a sua namorada, depois disso eu só tentei ser forte e entender que voce faz o que quiser com seu corpo, mas o baque final foi ver a sua mensagem " quando eu cheiro e estamos juntos eu nem lembro dq aconteceu" voce perdeu muitos momentos em que eu estava lá, voce não estava pq nao queria, a que me marcou tambem foi a " queria conhecer gente nova" a mentira que destruiu toda a minha alma, eu me senti um lixo por muito tempo, e me causa nauseas pensar em algumas coisas, voce me deus mais traumas e mais formas de eu me entender e superar coisas antigas. "voce não sabe de tudo" eu te disse, e nao vai saber, pq voce fez eu nao confiar em voce, e eu não irei arruinar a vida de alguem, mesmo que essa pessoa tenha aruinado a minha, nao foram só momentos ruins, claro,,, eu não posso, me desculpe, pensei o que quiser, só seja feliz, nao quero saber se esta feliz, me deixe em paz, nao venha, não me toque... eu não estou bem com a ideia de falar sobre voce

I'm falling in love again. I'm not wearing the ring you gave me anymore, but I'll save it for the future. See you.

I know I did a lot of shit, but you are still the one boy who made me fell in love. I am so sorry about the things I said about your friends, but they were trying to make me sad about your litlle crush in Leticia.
You moved to another city, but you keep in touch with them, but and me? I helped you with your family, I spent a lot of my time with you and a argued with my family about you babe.
I really miss you, we can be friends agains.
Please Im so sorry, I really need you.
Last month I tried to kill myself, Idk why, but I think about this a lot.
Pls I still like you, and that´s okay if you dont be my boyfriend again.

My love im so happy i met you and i love you more than anything <3

Sometimes i wonder why its not you and me?if each time theres someone new we came back to each other

i wonder what's going on your mind. do you love me, want me, hate me? i dont understand.

You’ll always be the light that never goes out for me.

I’ll always keep you in my heart. xx

I can never let you back into my life, because I know I’m not strong enough to watch you leave again

when i close my eyes i always end up somewhere with you, why’d you end things that way? toodles

i love you so much my sweet boy. why do you seem like you don’t care? i miss you so much it hurts.

I miss you. Do you think we’ll get another chance together? It doesn’t feel like the end to me.

You’re the most beautiful soul I’ve ever met, I wish we could be something.

I wanted to know... did you stay with me out of need or because you really loved me?

I wanted to know... did you stay with me out of need or because you really loved me?

I don’t know what to do with you. you’re going to hurt me again aren’t you ?

I still love you even if you don't remember me anymore

why do you hurt the ones you love

i miss u i’m sorry

I always comeback for u ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

i love you and im sorry pls come back i miss u sm it hurts

wherever ur at i hope ur good i miss u

i will love u forever as long as we were under the same sky

I LOVE you so much, you don't understand it hurts my heart SO bad that I haven't seen you in a while

i miss you and our calls literally come back

Two years have passed, I still love you. but you love her, enjoy true love

i love every little detail of you

i wish we'd worked out

I will love you forever, even after all this time I just can’t let you go, please never change :(

I haven't ever felt a connection like ours, and I don't think I ever will. I love you.

Im so happy to be with you sweet boy

i love u

With you, I've learned that not everything that seems important actually is.

I wish you would like me back.

I cant stop loving you, the years go by and nothing changes. Our love lasts more than 500 days

the best thing thats ever happened to me, my forever

You deserved the healed me. But maybe I only healed after you were gone. I’m so sorry.

I know I could’ve loved you but you would not let me

next week? just tell me the truth. talk to me

If only, i was ur type. We could've worked out.

why do you keep looking at me like that?
please talk to me... you're so handsome

I love you, idiot. You’re literally the only one who can’t see it. Stupid.

You’re the love of my life, I want to be with you forever. My love, always

I say I'm over you but I dont know if I really am. I kinda wish you would call me.

i still have so much to say

I Hope everytime You hear Elvis you think of me

You make me feel like the most horrible person in the world. But a still love you with all my soul