Unsent messages to JEREMY

we were caught up in other people, i wish i was with you. i hate seeing you with her. i love you and i always will. i hope we find each other again some day

I still have the biggest crush on you. I’m not sure what it is that draws me to you so intensely, the thought of this being temporary is sad, I hope we become close.

We didn't even date or talk and you caused me so much emotional stress. You literally made me hate myself. I'm still recovering from you embarrassing me and publicly humiliating me.

You were the first person to ever actually be interested in me, and I took advantage of that, I’m so sorry.

i love u endlessly. but u don't love me back like how u say u did :( & it hurts, I miss the old u. I miss how things between us where but I have to move on. I can't keep loving someone who doesn't love me anymore, someone who hates me, someone who has moved on. I will always love u

Fuck you. You made me feel worthless. You manipulated me into thinking that it was love. 4 girls? really? fuck you. I hope that the thought of what you did to me stays with you for the rest of your life. Stop talking about me like we're still together. I hate you.

I loved everything about you while you were obsessing over someone else just for you to hate me for my growth

Baby, I love you more than anything. I am so sorry to have been fighting recently. You are my everything.

No puedo creer que de tan corta edad haya conocido en ti al amor de mi vida y aunque lo nuestro no se dio tengo la esperanza de que en un futuro ya con un pensamiento más maduro, nos volvamos a encontrar y que si funcione, jamás te olvidaré, fuiste, eres y serás siempre mi primer amor

te conozco desde hace años,y desde el primer día que te vi me gustaste realmente,tienes algo que nadie lo tiene,te amo,me gustas,te extraño demasiado,pero aléjate de mi,te lo pido,es por mi bien,solo quiero olvidarme de ti,porque ya no puedo estar así,te amo pero no te pienso dejar entrar otra vez en mi vida,déjame por favor,dolerá,lo se,pero será lo mejor,merezco ser feliz y talvez no es contigo,te amo.

The thought of you makes me angry but sad at the same time. I wish things didn't end as they did. I miss you

i really liked you for months and months and u promised once i moved things wouldn’t be different. you lied.

I’ll always love you. No matter who I chose, I always think of you. I’ve always wanted you. Even tho you’ve hurted me and I’ve hurted you, I’m always drawn back to you. I’ll love you, ALWAYS!

I’ve never told you this before because I was scared of what you would say .... but I have to say it
. I really like you

i miss you so much :( u said my name today at break and it honestly made my day and i hope one day i will be able to speak to you again properly... i still think about u all the time and i even look back at our old mssgs from time to time and i just wish we never stopped talking. but i genuinely hope ur happier w out me even though im not happier w out u... i love you jerry ?

I don't think you'll ever understand the pain you've put me through these last 3 years, but I still love you.

I really like you, like really really. And I've liked you since 4th grade. But you like her, and that's fine. I knew this would happen. It always happens. I don't think you feel the same way, but that's life.

you should know that I dream about you so often it makes my head spin. But we can’t be. We have no future. I think you may haunt my what if’s forever.

i like you but you give me either mixed signals or no signals at all and i just want to know where this is going

I wish i hadn’t been so broken. We were supposed to work things out. Lilac isn’t my fav color anymore.

We never dated. We never had to. I met you and from that day on I could never forget you. I love you and always will.

We never dated. We never had to. I met you and from that day on I could never forget you. I love you and always will.

para la persona que ha escrito a un tal jeremy, te mereces algo muchísimo mejor! he pasado por lo mismo, y créeme que no recuperarás el tiempo que estás perdiendo yendo detrás de ese chico. esfuérzate en superarlo, te aseguro que llegan cosas mejores.

Llegaste a mi vida, intentando ganarte mi corazón, intentando conquistarme, hasta que lo lograste. Sacaste todo mi lado cursi, te entregué todo de mi, confiando en que de verdad me querías, te creí cuando decías que yo era el amor de tu vida, mientras hablabas con otras diciéndoles lo mismo que me decías a mi, ni siquiera tuviste la valentía de confesar lo, aún teniendo las pruebas, me lo negaste. Hoy ya ha pasado casi 1 mes desde que terminamos, tú ya tienes nueva novia. Y suena irónico, a los días de terminar ya estabas de novio, fue tan fácil reemplazarme. Aún sigues hablándome, haciéndome creer que de verdad sientes algo por mi, me sigues ilusionando, me sigues doliendo, me sigues utilizando, y yo de idiota creyendo. Solo espero dejar de sentir cosas por ti, dejar de mirar tu perfil cada 2 segundos, dejar de ilusionarme cuando me envías un mensaje. Se que vendrá alguien que si sepa apreciar todo lo que te dí, pero mientras, me tocará vivir con ese nudo en la garganta y esos malestares que me causan, cada que veo que la presumes, compartes cosas relacionadas a ella. Y aún así, te digo te amo.

I gave you as many chances as I could to work things out civilly but you always blew up at me. I couldn’t handle everything being about you anymore. I was there for you at your worst and you called me Kay? How could you? I helped you through so much yet all you wanted was to fuck me. Im happier with you gone.

I’m scared to tell you that i like you and want to be with you but i don’t know if that’s what you want

This is the color of the shirt you were wearing that night. I wish I had turned around and kissed you.

this isn’t about love this is about my life now. if you stayed everything would be better and i wouldn’t have to live with that asshole. i don’t know if i can ever forgive you even tho i know it’s not all your fault. i’ve grown up and i think about you a lot

this isn’t about love this is about my life now. if you stayed everything would be better and i wouldn’t have to live with that asshole. i don’t know if i can ever forgive you even tho i know it’s not all your fault. i’ve grown up and i think about you a lot

why did u have to lead me on for months just to get a girlfriend and cut me out of your life completely :/

when we started talking, i knew it wasnt gonna last but i still fell in love with you so fast. ik i didnt mean that much to you, but you were my first real love

i can never understand how i feel about you. but i think now i can say that i've finally learned to let you go

Why did you give me false hope if you loved her and not me, why did you tell me you loved me if it was a lie

i know you hate sappy shit but fuck it i get a free pass - i cant wait to hold clem with you for the first time. nothing compares to how you make me feel. nothing compares to the butterflies inhabiting my stomach when you come to mind. im not perfect and i wont ever be but ill always try for you, cookie. no matter what happens in the future. my best friend, my other half. you are everything i ever wanted in a person and more. its hard to put into words without being sappy but i love you the way that the moon loves the sun. you're all the flowers in my garden and i never want to live without you. i love you.
loving each other is what we were destined to do.

I was too young to know that the love you gave me was rare. I wish I hadn’t walked away and I wish we could make things work again..

i was never yours and you were never mine. i fell in love with you 6 years ago. that summer still feels like a dream. i think it will end up being us.

You came to my door (literally) and I was stupid enough not to understand why. I do now. I wish I could have known sooner. I'm sorry.

You leaving didn’t hurt as much as you being my friend before playing me. I hope you still remember the walk we had that night. I unfortunately do.

i miss you. i say i’m fine and i say that i’m over you, but i’m not. it hurts to think that i was never truly enough. you wanted her but you lied and said you wanted me. i gave you everything bc i love you. yea love, not loved. i still do and always will.

thank you for showing me how worthy i am & for showing me what true love is, nd what true love feels like. forever it is & we’re gonna get there my love.

Thank you for everything, I really like you but I know that we get what we deserve- and clearly, you don't deserve me. Lots of love

you’re truly the best person i’ve ever met. i love you so much and i’m so glad i get to love you. love you bubs

when we went to prom together and i thought 'Woah this is so great im so lucky to have him' but then you and your best friend cuddled right in front of me was when I realized I never had you and I never will. MB

Why do you keep following me around like a ghost? I don't feel sorry for you. I'm happy with someone else