From: ABC
To: JB
Date: December 31, 2020, 11:28 pm
last one of this year. last one ever. we both knew we just chose not to say anything. im not mad but i was madly in love with you. you felt some way although i dont know exactly how because we never spoke alone. writing this message will seem strange to me in the next year but this will be something to look back on, its shaping my future. making me, me. so josh if you end up reading this just know at some point in my life you were the person that made me happy, just happens to end up that that wasnt long lasting. it lasted 18 months. i probably wont ever see you again now, no eye contact. no nothing. you are just a person in my book. a character that played a part, a few parts. you have a while chapter in my book wheras im probably a page in yours. what does it matter now? nothing.
wishing you the best, em!!