i don’t know if you love me but i really wish you do because i love you so freaking much and i know you said you were straight but parts of me really wanna believe your not.

there’s a million things i wish i could say. i just want to talk to you. genuinely. i miss the way things used to be, everything, i miss the you that i knew, you make me feel horrible about myself but i’m always. always there for you. i just wish you understood how much i love you but i know you’ll never think of me the way i think of you.

It was beautiful,
but it was also terrible.

I miss you so much and I don't know what to do without you.

I'll always miss you.